PARASITE: Preface (1/8)
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June 7 -- November 8, 1997
This story came out of a vivid dream one night. After writing 
Mindwork, I had hesitated when it came to writing another piece of 
X-Files fanfic. I wanted the subject to be serious, to be interesting 
(at least to me :), and to be a good-sized work. I had been dry on 
ideas for anything decent, and so I considered writing another piece 
to be something the Lord didn't want to me to do, as much as He knew 
I loved writing. So, I concentrated on other things in my life, and
trusted Him to provide me with whatever He wanted me to do.

And, lo and behold, I dreamt a rather involved and angst-ridden 
storyline a few days ago--entirely out of my abilities to do so. 
When I woke up, I whipped out a (few) sheets of paper and started 
writing it all down, amazed as the details began to fill themselves 
in and one piece of logical storyline followed another. Never, in my 
whole (admittedly short) life have I ever found a story so easy to
write, so logical and flowing. Whether or not my attempts at putting 
it down for you to read reflect that logic and fluidity is another 
matter; you'll be the judge. I'll just write as He wants me to and 
try my best to shine for Him. God bless, and thanks for reading!

As for non-deities that I need to thank: my sister, Jessica, who was 
an invaluable source of information, patience, and Psalm 40; my 
parents, for putting up with me sequestering myself in my little 
closet with my computer; Jen, for keeping my "to have"s and "to be"s 
in mind; Rebecca, for reminding me to focus on the Lord and inspiring 
me to write a meaningful Mulder/Scully relationship story (UST only! 
Don't stop reading now! :), even though she's not a 'Shipper--and for 
being an invaluable beta-reader. Thanks again, each of you!

By the way...I'm a Relationshipper at heart, as I believe Mulder and 
Scully are--but also like them, I don't let it affect my work.  
So, only UST, folks. No more than what The Carter would allow.

Comments are welcomed and appreciated. Mail 'em to 
	clarina@student.umass.edu
Thanks for reading!

DISCLAIMER: The characters and situations of the television program 
"The X Files" are the creations and property of Chris Carter, Fox 
Broadcasting, and Ten-Thirteen Productions, and have been used without 
permission. No copyright infringement is intended.

Rating: PG
Classification: AXH -- Angst, X-File, Humor
Summary: To survive, eight paralyzed women drain the strongest areas 
of Mulder's mind--his 'spooky' abilities and his memories of his 
sister--of their energy. He and Scully fight to save his sanity and 
their relationship, as she fights against the cancer draining her.   
Keywords: mind control, Mulder Angst, Scully Angst, Mulder/Scully UST
*Contains general season four spoilers, which means season1,2,&3 also.
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PARASITE
Rachel Smith (clarina@student.umass.edu)


parasite (par'e-sit) [Gr. parasitos] 1. A plant or animal which 
lives upon or within another living organism at whose expense it 
obtains some advantage. See symbiosis. 2. The smaller, less 
complete component of asymmetrical conjoined twins, which is attached 
to and dependent on the autosite. [Dorland's Illustrated Medical 
Dictionary, (London: W. B. Saunders Co.), 1994]




	Mulder pulled his blue Ford Taurus up to the curb and cut the 
engine. He sat back against the seat for a moment and closed his 
eyes, letting the fatigue of the five previous days finally catch up 
with him. His T-shirt clung to his skin--it was warm and sticky in 
Washington D.C., and had been for the past week. Summertime in the 
nation's capital was usually cooler, but some kind of heat wave was 
hanging in the air, waiting for the nearby Atlantic to blow in a 
fresh breeze. The weathermen were predicting another weekend of the 
heat before things cooled off. 

	He pulled the keys out of the ignition and reached across the 
seat for his leather jacket, gathering the hot folds under his arm as 
he pushed the door open. The sun was glaring, and he could feel 
trickles of sweat working their way down through his hair, making his 
scalp itch. He stepped out slowly, feeling old and overheated, 
wishing he could just peel his jeans off and run up the apartment 
steps in his shorts.

	He smiled, barely, as he pushed the car door shut and moved 
slowly around to go up the walk, imagining his partner's face if she 
drove up and saw him doing just that. Special Agent Dana Scully 
would probably not be amused. He glanced around the quiet street--
everyone was inside, keeping cool. /Except me./

	FBI Special Agent Fox Mulder had been investigating an X-File--
unofficially. He'd gotten a lead to a possible downed UFO and 
followed it to the mountains of Virginia. Unfortunately, he'd found 
nothing, and he knew Scully wouldn't be all that happy when she saw 
him--he'd ditched her again. /It's for her own good,/ he thought. 
For some reason, it didn't really make him feel much better. He knew 
he owed her better than that, but he felt helpless in the face of her 
cancer.

	As he turned up the sidewalk, he caught sight her car, parked 
farther down the street. He stopped for a second and looked at it, 
shading his eyes from the sun's glare on the hood. /I wonder what 
she's doing here.../ He'd turned off his cel phone while he was 
investigating, for two reasons: he didn't want it's shrill beeping 
to interfere in any delicate situations, and he didn't want Scully 
coming after him. He turned back to the apartment building and 
walked up the sidewalk sweating, anxious to take a shower.

		*************************

	Mulder fitted the key in the lock and twisted the knob, pushed 
the door to his apartment open. The apartment was dark. Odd, if 
Scully was inside.

	"Scully?" he called out, moving his hand up to flip the light 
switch on. He stopped short, frozen for a moment. Dana Scully was 
seated on his sofa, silent, her small hands folded in her lap. He 
could only see the back half of her head--something blocked the 
rest. He waited for a moment for his eyes to adjust to the darkness 
of his apartment, letting his hand drop to his side. The outlines of 
three men--boys, actually, resolved themselves in the dim light. 
Mulder took a step forward, cautiously.

	"Scully?" 

	She didn't respond. He moved closer, edging around the nearest 
boy, a young teen--three of them were standing in a semicircle around 
his partner, and all were silent. The strange silence made him cold 
and his skin crawl, even though he was still sweating. As he moved 
to see Scully unobstructed, he stole a side glance at the nearest 
boy--and stopped, sucked in his breath suddenly. /He lives down the 
hall--46!/ 

	The boy's eyes were dark, his pupils dilated in the low light. 

	"Hey...what are you all doing in my apartment?" 

	No one answered, so Mulder finally looked down at his partner's 
face--and again froze. The cold fist worked it's way tighter into 
his chest, suddenly. 

	*Her eyes were gone.*

	Her beautiful face, pale and pristine, silent, unmoving...
*without eyes.* Mulder suddenly felt like he was drowning--suffocating 
in a nightmare. The whole scene was surreal and he shuddered, 
abruptly angry. He was sick of suffering sleepless nights from these 
vividly gruesome dreams! This wasn't a dream, though. His leather 
jacket was still hot on his arm, and he could hear Scully's 
breathing. It sounded forced for some reason, and his mind took a 
sharp turn. As quickly as he had become angry, his anger dropped 
away, and fear took its place. 

	He shoved his way around the nearest boy and dropped to a 
crouch next to his partner, his knees coming to rest against the 
sofa's edge. He reached up and grabbed her shoulders, fighting his 
horror and revulsion at looking at her face. He squeezed her arms 
through her business suit, shook her forcefully, desperately.

	"Scully! Scully, wake up! C'mon!"

	He saw her eyes--or sockets--suddenly begin to mist, a swirl of 
tiny pixels that abruptly swam into view and coalesced into solid 
eyeballs, pupils dark and dilated. His stunned mind didn't have the 
time to process the unbelievable transformation, as her arms suddenly 
flew up, knocking his trembling hands loose. He started to fall back, 
his anchor to his balance lost, when her right arm pulled up suddenly, 
dropped through the air towards his face in a blur, and connected 
with his cheek, viciously backhanding him to the floor. He flung his 
arms out to break his fall, but the back of his head crashed against 
the edge of his oak coffee table and the skin split. He cried out, 
suddenly feeling the hot wetness on the back of his neck, mixing with 
sweat, as he hit the floor. His cheek stung, and his heart was 
pounding. He turned his head up, slightly, barely, the back of his 
skull starting to pound.

	"Scully?" he croaked, tried to see her through the black spots 
that were dotting his vision. 

	She looked down at him for a moment, her cool blue eyes 
impassive. She made a small hand motion and stood up. Mulder 
suddenly felt several young hands grab his hair and shirt and haul 
him up, away from the coffee table. He strained to turn his head to 
see what Scully was doing--but she simply walked, without a glance, 
past him and out of sight, his view blocked by the three bodies 
around him. They let go of his hair and clothing and he dropped to 
the floor, let out a cry of pain. His whole head was pounding. 
Suddenly, a foot came out of the darkness and connected with his 
stomach, knocking out his breath and sending waves of nauseating pain 
up into his throat. He could feel bile rising in his chest, tried to 
cough, but suddenly convulsed backwards as excruciating pain shot 
into his kidneys.

	"Scully...wait...!" he gasped, gurgled. Another kick. He 
curled forward, trying to protect his stomach, and groaned, half-
unconscious, as a fist grabbed a handful of his hair and pulled his 
head up, then pushed it back down, into the floor. Dark started to 
cover his head, but he tried to roll over, to move. The kicks and 
blows rained down on him, fists and feet pounding, unrelenting, until 
he finally did give in to the blackness.

		*************************

	Mulder walked into his kitchen, put his leather jacket on the 
back of the chair. He wandered over to the refrigerator and opened 
the door, looked inside. Grabbing a carton of milk, he took a couple 
of gulps and glanced around the shelves, trying to think of something 
to make for dinner. Cold Chinese. Yuck. He wondered vaguely how 
long it had been in there. There were some carrots in the vegetable 
drawer and a package of grated cheese on the top shelf of the door. 
He crouched down, putting the milk carton on the floor, and went in 
search of some ham or sausage, maybe a pepper, somewhere in the 
recesses of his fridge. 

	/Aha! Sliced ham!/ He picked out stuff from the back of his 
refrigerator, growing somewhat more trepidated with each old carton 
or lump he found. /What *is* some of this stuff?/ After several 
minutes, he managed to find enough to make an interesting omelet, and 
pulled it out, putting it all on the kitchen table. He grabbed a 
carton of eggs, found a bowl underneath his cupboard. He decided to 
use a whisk, instead of a fork, to beat the eggs. Do it up nice and 
fancy...

	One by one, he cracked the eggs on the side of the bowl and 
dropped them in. He picked up the last egg in the carton, felt 
something move inside it. Frowning, he shook his head, dismissing 
the strange movement as his imagination. He held the egg to the side 
of the metal bowl and cracked it open. To his horror, no egg whites 
fell out. He lifted up the egg halves to see inside--

	*A red snake! White teeth!* It leapt up at him and he jumped 
back and dropped the eggshell halves on the floor, where they 
shattered. /Eggs don't shatter/ flitted through his mind, and then he 
jumped backwards, suddenly horrified to find that he wasn't wearing 
any shoes or socks, and the red snake was streaking towards him on 
the floor! He grabbed at the whisk, whacked down at the snake. He 
hit its head, stunned it. It squirmed as he grabbed it and hurriedly 
threw it in the trash, watching in horror as it thrashed at the 
plastic sides of the wastebasket, threatening to break out--

		************************** 

	Mulder woke up curled in a tight ball on the floor. He opened 
his eyes, scanning the apartment. /Why was he sleeping on the floor?/ 
He hadn't been *that* tired. The vague memory of the desire for a 
shower suddenly entered his mind, and he realized how hot and sticky 
he felt. He made a move to get up, collapsed back a second later as 
pain flooded his entire body and his head began to pound.

	/Uuhhh...feel like I've just been mugged,/ he thought wryly.  
/That's what you get for sleeping on the floor, G-man./ He made 
another move to sit up, grimacing as the pounding increased. He laid 
back for a second, closed his eyes. His cheek was a dull ache, and 
he searched his memory for the reason why. A sudden image of 
Scully's hand flying towards him flashed into view, and then 
everything else afterward swam into place in painstaking detail, 
thanks to his eidetic memory. He groaned. /Bad dream, bad dream, bad 
dream.../

	He forced himself to sit up and tried to push the pain away. 
/Scully would never hit me--shoot me, maybe.../ He tried to pull out 
a vague memory as to why he was *really* lying on the floor feeling 
beaten up. His body felt old and heavy, the back of his neck hurt 
incredibly, and it felt wet and stiff. He put his hand up, meaning 
to wipe away the sweat, and stopped short as his hand encountered 
something dried and hard on his skin. He pulled his fingers back, 
staring in horror at the old dried and the new wet blood clinging to 
them. /What...?/

	He pushed himself to a standing position, aching in every 
joint, sharp pains shooting up his back and his headache increasing 
tenfold. He swayed slightly and fought to remain standing, to see 
through the haze covering his eyes and brain. He stumbled forward, 
caught his palm on the wall to keep his balance. The forceful 
contact sent pain shooting up his arm. After a moment to take a few 
deep breaths and wait for the wave of pain to subside, he pushed 
himself off the wall and found his way to the bathroom. Flipping the 
light on, he braced his hands on the sink and squinted at the 
bathroom mirror. 

	/Ooh, you look great, Spooky,/ his mind thought wryly, amid the 
haze. A purplish-black bruise covered his right cheek, and assorted 
other cuts and scrapes adorned his face. Dried, dark brown blood 
covered the sides of his neck and streaked down his sweat-stiffened 
T-shirt. He reached down and twisted the faucet, bringing hot water 
splashing into the sink. /Gotta clean up, take a shower, call 
Scully.../ Maybe she would know what had happened to him. Had he 
been mugged and stumbled home, nearly unconscious? A flash of her 
impassive face came again, and he pushed it roughly away. /Bad dream, 
resulting from some outside trauma.../

	He ran his hand under the water, not caring how hot it was. He 
bent his head down, gingerly, to wash his face and neck. The crusts 
came off, washing into the clean water of the sink, staining the 
white sides a dull pink. He closed his eyes and continued to wash 
the dried pieces off, until his fingers encountered wet, fresh 
blood. He started to feel lightheaded then, and straightened up 
again. It seemed that he had a cut on the back of his head, and that 
it had reopened. He started to twist to get a better look at it in 
the mirror, but stopped with a groan when his body protested loudly. 
/Gotta call Scully.../

	No, he didn't want to do that. He was a grown man, he could 
take care of himself. Besides, he didn't know what time it was, and 
he didn't want to wake her up. She lived forty minutes away, in 
Annapolis, and he didn't want to ask her drive all the way over to 
put a Band-Aid on a cut. Resolving to clean himself up, he pressed 
his fingers against the cut, opened his medicine cabinet and pulled 
out the box of Band-Aids that actually held gauze and tape. Fumbling 
to open the box, he knocked it off the edge of the sink and swore. 
He dropped to the floor to pick up the box and his head responded 
with another wave of pain.

	He waited a moment, steadying himself on the toilet cover. He 
pulled himself up gingerly and sat on it, the box of Band-Aids in one 
hand, his other hand pressed to the back of his head. He squinted 
down at the box to pull out a gauze pad and some tape, but had to 
relax his face--the bruise was beginning to pound again. After a 
couple of excruciating minutes, he managed to pull the gauze tight 
over the cut and tape it securely. He pushed himself up and looked 
in the mirror again. He was a sorry picture, and he smiled slightly--
though it quickly turned into a grimace. Sighing, he reached down to 
peel off his sweat- and blood-stained T-shirt. Every muscle in his 
torso and arms ached or screamed as he struggled to pull it off 
without disturbing the gauze on his neck.

	As he pulled it over his head and caught a glance of himself in 
the mirror, he was horrified to find several large bruises on his 
stomach and sides. He twisted slowly around, but was unable to turn 
his head far enough to see his back. He knew there were angry 
bruises there, too. The memory of a painful kick to his kidneys 
sprang up, and he groaned, tried to push it away. /Maybe I crawled 
out of a car wreck without realizing it...mind reacted with a 
dream.../ 

	He threw the T-shirt at a corner in the bathroom and 
immediately received a spike up his arm in response. Letting out a 
whimper of pain every few seconds, he gingerly undressed and stepped 
into the shower. He turned on the hot water, not caring that it was 
already warm in the room. He hissed as the hot water hit the cuts 
and stung, but eventually relaxed, letting the water run down his 
back and alleviate some of the aching. He was able to keep the gauze 
from coming undone; the surgical tape held it tightly in place. When 
the heat became unbearable, he turned the shower to cold water and 
cooled off.

	Fifteen minutes later, he stepped out, found a towel to dry 
off. Wrapping it around his waist, he walked slowly, gingerly, into 
the den and picked up the phone. He dialed Scully's number, 
listening as the phone rang nine times before he finally hung up. 
Her answering machine was off. That was odd. He glanced at the 
glowing clock in the corner: 6:29 a.m. He frowned, then instantly 
regretted it when the bruise began to pound. /Where is she at this 
time of the morning?/ It was strange for his partner to be gone--she 
was a light sleeper; if the phone rang, she would always pick it up. 

	A feeling of dread crept into his chest. /What if she was 
attacked, too!?/

	There suddenly was a knock on the door, and he twisted around, 
his hand still on the phone. He ignored the ache in his muscles as 
he reached for his 9mm. Another knock. Standing up straight, he 
pointed the gun at the door, dismayed to find his hands shaking 
slightly.

	"Who--" his voice was rough, so he stopped, cleared his 
throat. "Who is it?" 

	"Skinner," came the muffled reply. Mulder narrowed his eyes, 
feeling the scrapes on his forehead start to sting again. He braced 
his arms and did his best to steady himself, though the muscles in 
his legs ached.

	"The door is unlocked," he called. "Come in slowly, with your 
hands where I can see them, then close the door behind you."

	"Mulder, what is thi--"

	"Just do it!"

	"Okay, okay...I'm going to count to three, then come in. 
Relax."

	"I *am* relaxed."

	Mulder heard a muffled, low-spoken comment in response to 
that. After a moment, Skinner began to count.

	"One. Two. Three." The doorknob twisted, and then a crack of 
dim light shone in from the hallway. It slowly widened, and Mulder 
watched as the Assistant Director's well-built outline edged in 
slowly, hands splayed out. He came in all the way, then pushed the 
door shut behind himself. He put his hands up, searching out Mulder 
in the darkness of the apartment.

	"Mulder? I'm not here to kill you. You can put that away."

	"Prove it."

	"Prove what? Why is this place always so dark?" Skinner 
started to lower his hands and move towards him.

	"Don't move."

	Skinner sighed. "Agent Mulder, I order you to lower your 
weapon and let me explain."

	"You explain first."

	"After all this time, why don't you trust me?"

	Mulder was silent.

	"All right. I came here looking for you because my...sources 
said you were back in town, and when I tried to call you, you didn't 
answer either of your phones."

	"What did you want from me? Are you planning on dropping the 
book on me for taking off again?"

	"No," the older man's voice became quiet, softer. "Mulder...
I'm sorry to have to tell you this, but Agent Scully is..."

	Mulder drew in a sharp breath.

	"...missing. Her neighbors reported some strange sounds early 
last night, and when the locals went in to check it out, she was 
gone. It was strange for her, so when I found out, I immediately 
went over. Her place looks fine, but she's disappeared without a 
trace. I need your help to find her."

	Mulder let out the breath, feeling the tension of the situation 
shifting, and the ache in his body returning full force. He let the 
gun drop to his side, relaxing his arms. Skinner dropped his own 
hands. Mulder sunk back to the desk behind him with a soft groan and 
laid the gun down. He started to drop his head, then pulled it back 
up again--painfully--when the back of his neck became tight and 
sharp. Skinner took a step back and turned on the lights in the 
apartment. Pain shot into Mulder's forehead and he squeezed his eyes 
shut. Skinner's hand hung on the wall switch when he caught sight of 
Mulder's form leaning against the desk, partially silhouetted by the 
rising sun in the windows behind him.

	Skinner hadn't slept all night, after he'd found out about 
Scully's disappearance, and his own arm sagged under the weight of 
his suitcoat. It was beginning to get warmer after the cold of the 
night, and so he shrugged off his jacket and laid it on a nearby 
chair as he came towards the younger man. Something about the way 
Mulder was watching his movements without getting up from the desk 
himself--he was wearing only a towel, really--made Skinner take a 
closer look at the younger agent. Even with the lights on, the 
apartment seemed dim. He saw the dark bruise on Mulder's cheek and 
frowned. His eyes quickly took in the other scrapes and the bruises 
covering much of the younger man's sides and chest.

	"What happened to you?"

	Mulder closed his eyes, shook his head slightly, grimacing at 
the pain the small movement caused.

	"I don't know," he whispered.

	"What do you mean, you don't know?"

	"I woke up...on the floor..." he trailed off. Skinner eyed 
him silently for a moment. He caught sight of the bandage taped to 
the back of Mulder's neck and saw blood seeping under the already-
dark gauze pad. He moved over to look at it, and Mulder opened his 
eyes.

	"It's bleeding."

	Mulder reached up behind his neck and touched it gingerly, 
feeling the wet gauze pad. 

	"You need to get that looked at."

	Mulder shook his head, grimaced. "I'll be fine."

	Skinner frowned, reached up to pull back the tape. Mulder 
moved away from him slightly. 

	"No...sir..."

	"Hold still. It's bleeding, and I want to look at it."

	"Sir--"

	"Don't argue with me," Skinner said. Mulder quieted. "Hold 
on, this might hurt--" 

	"Just add it to the list," Mulder said wryly. Skinner took 
hold of the edge of the pieces of tape and yanked, pulling them off 
halfway. Mulder sucked in a quick breath, but was silent.

	"What's the diagnosis, Dr. Skinner?"

	Skinner frowned as he eyed the split in the skin at the base of 
Mulder's skull. Dried blood was crusted on the surrounding skin, and 
fresh blood was working its way out. He pulled the pad back down, 
tightly, and reapplied the tape.

	"You need stitches."

	"I was hoping you wouldn't say that," Mulder grimaced.

	"Can you walk? Get dressed. I'm taking you to get that sewed 
up." Skinner reached out to take Mulder's arm. The younger man 
pulled back.

	"I'm fine. Give me a few minutes."

	"Fine. I'll wait here until you're ready."

	Mulder nodded, barely, and pushed himself up from the edge of 
the desk. He moved slowly, aching with each step, and walked out, 
around the corner. Skinner stood still for a moment, looking around 
the small apartment. /He could afford better than this,/ he thought, 
glancing at the worn furniture and dim lighting. A leather jacket 
was thrown unceremoniously on the floor at the edge of the sofa, and 
the coffee table was pushed sideways, skewed. It even had coffee 
stains all over the edge--/wait a second. Coffee doesn't look like 
that./

	Skinner moved over to the edge of the table and squatted down 
for a closer look. The splotch of dark reddish-brown that was 
splattered on the table's edge wasn't coffee--it was blood. /Mulder's,/ 
he realized. Skinner looked around the scene, at the floor, at the 
spots and swipes of reddish-brown in the thin rug. He glanced at the 
coffee table, thinking, when he heard a small crash in the other room 
and looked up.

	"Everything all right?"

	"Yes, sir," came the answer, after several seconds. Skinner 
turned back to the floor, studying the markings with an expertise 
gained from working in the FBI for over two decades. /He didn't 
stumble in here, hurt,/ he suddenly realized. /He was *beaten* here./ 
Anger filled the Assistant Director's face as he considered the 
thought. /And whoever did this is probably responsible for Scully...
what did Mulder do to anger the Consortium now? Where has he been 
for the past five days? Why did they only beat him and leave him 
alive?/ He looked up as Mulder came into the room, wearing dark 
sweatpants and a sweatshirt with cut-off sleeves.

	"You ready?"

	"Yeah," he replied, slowly moving over to the desk to collect 
his wallet, I.D., and gun. Skinner straightened and stood up. 

	"You really don't remember what happened here--to you?"

	Mulder looked uncertain for a second. "I'm not exactly sure, 
sir."

	Skinner nodded curtly. "Maybe it'll come back to you in the 
hospital. Am I allowed to ask where you have been for the past 
several days?"

	Mulder sighed, pushing his wallet, keys, and FBI ID into his 
baggy pockets. 

	"Wandering aimlessly around southern Virginia. Nothing 
happened."

	He put his gun into the holster and handed it to Skinner. 
Frowning, the A.D. collected his jacket, tucked the gun underneath 
the folds, and they walked out, silently, locking the door behind 
them.

		************************

 	Mulder was sitting in a plush chair off to the side of one of 
the FBI crime labs, a phone up to his ear. He had changed into the 
spare suit he kept down in the basement office--sans tie. Twelve 
stitches and butterfly only allowed him to move his neck stiffly and 
precluded ties entirely, much to his delight--relatively speaking. 
He turned his head slightly as Skinner came over to the desk he was 
behind and sat down on the edge.

	"...yeah. I want an APB put out on a beige Chevy Acura, plate 
number TFX-359. Last seen in the Washington D.C. area yesterday 
afternoon, about four p.m."

	Mulder looked up as Skinner put down a sheet in front of him. 
One quick glance at it made his eyes widen.

	"Uh, Danny--hey, cancel that. We've found it already... Yeah, 
you too. Bye."

	Mulder put the phone back in its cradle, and looked down at the 
sheet of information the A.D. had given him.

	"I placed that call while you were getting your stitches. Her 
car's already been spotted at the Gregson Mental Health Clinic in 
Linsenton, half an hour outside of D.C."

	"Mental Health Clinic?" Mulder stood up, pushing back the 
responding pain in his body. "I'm going down there."

	Skinner frowned and stood up next to him as Mulder reached back 
to pick up his suitcoat.

	"I don't think you're well enough to work, Mulder."

	"Sir, I can't just sit in my apartment all day."

	Skinner finally nodded, not entirely pleased. "I'm going to 
send a few men down with you."

	"No...sir. I think it will be easier to keep the situation 
under control if we don't flood the Clinic with agents. If there is 
a situation." Mulder paused. He had told Skinner earlier that 
Scully had been at his apartment, but that she had left, angry about 
something--something that he didn't remember, probably because of the 
physical trauma he later incurred. That was crock and he knew it, 
but he was concerned for Scully, and he didn't want her being chased 
down by half the Bureau. If she was in trouble, he would call in 
help; if she wasn't, she wouldn't appreciate a panic attack over 
her. He was hedging, not sure of his own memories, whether they were 
a nightmare or reality. "I think...she just went down to investigate 
an X-File, sir."

	Skinner frowned. "I didn't receive a 302 from her requesting 
any assignment yesterday, and you know that she prefers not to work 
on them alone."

	"Maybe it was a fresh lead, and she didn't have time to file."

	Skinner considered for a moment. He finally nodded, albeit 
with some reluctance. 

	"I'm sending Rutherson with you, just in case. Don't try 
anything heroic, Agent Mulder. If you encounter any trouble, contact 
us. Understood?"

	"Yes sir."

		*************************

	Forty minutes later, Mulder and Special Agent Daniel Rutherson 
pulled up to the Clinic in his Taurus, having taken a taxi back to 
his apartment to get it. The painkillers they'd given him at the 
hospital hadn't been too powerful, but at least his head wasn't 
pounding as badly anymore. He checked his 9mm, then slowly stepped 
out of the car and looked up at the four-story Clinic. Rutherson got 
out and followed him across the parking lot. As they neared the 
building, it's white-lettered GREGSON'S MENTAL HEALTH CLINIC looming 
above their heads, a feeling of dread seated itself in Mulder's 
chest. What would he find inside? He took a deep breath, stopped to 
steady himself. /I really haven't confronted what had happened in my 
apartment.../ Abruptly, he pushed the thought away. The two agents 
stalked into the lobby, badges held up.

	"Special Agent Dan Rutherson, FBI. Have you seen a young 
woman, red hair, about 5'2", enter this building recently?"

	The stunned receptionist could only shake her head, mouth 
open. Mulder approached the desk, fighting the slight quaver in his 
voice.

	"Has anyone of that description been checked into or checked 
themselves into this facility?"

	The receptionist finally found her voice. "Ah, I--I don't 
know. I've only been here for about an hour. My shift started at 
three."

	Mulder motioned to Rutherson, and the man took off in the 
direction of the wing of the Clinic opposite the desk. Mulder turned 
away and ascended the stairs, climbing all the way to the fourth 
floor. He would work his way down from the top. He fought his 
body's protestations as he moved as quickly as he could down the 
hallways, glancing in the doors. The Clinic was more of a hospital 
in this wing, patients' rooms lining the halls. He showed his badge 
to the desk and several orderlies, motioning them over, asking about 
Scully. None of them could recall seeing anyone like her.

	As he moved down to the second floor, the feeling of dread in 
his stomach increased, and he walked down the hallway slowly. 
Looking farther ahead, he could see the nurses behind the desk moving 
around--but too slowly, it seemed. He frowned, grimaced, continued 
walking. There was something wrong with this floor. Something was 
too silent, too still. The hair on the back of his neck that wasn't 
covered by the butterfly stood on end; a prickly feeling worked its 
way down his spine. The pain medication was wearing off--he was 
beginning to feel all of his scrapes and bruises, back in full force.

	The fabric of his shirt and suit chafed the scrapes, and he 
slowed his step. A dim, yellowish glow was coming from one of the 
rooms off to his right. As he neared the door, however, he felt 
sluggish, finding it increasingly hard to move--as if the air had 
gained the consistency of molasses. He pushed against the feeling, a 
small part of his mind telling him that it would be a good idea to 
turn away and run.

	/*NO!*/

	It suddenly became easier to move. 

	He stalked up to the door, fighting a pressure that was 
reaching out, wrapping its tendrils around his chest. He pushed the 
door open, slowly, mouth hung in shock as he saw the interior of the 
room.

	The warm glow was coming from two large windows in the back 
wall of the room; light, off-white, filmy curtains hung on curtain 
rods above the open windows, blowing gently in from the afternoon 
breeze, flipping in and out lazily. A thick brownish carpet covered 
the floor, and the walls were painted a warm off-white color, with 
picture frames hanging, tastefully decorating the walls. There was a 
doorway off to the right, leading into another room--it looked like a 
well-to-do living room, nice furnishings, a plush sofa, also brown.

	He stepped inside, leaving the door open a crack behind 
himself. There was a beautiful darkwood dining room table directly 
in front of him, with eight women seated around it, all of their eyes 
fixed on him. There were place settings before all of them. He felt 
suddenly scrutinized, out of place. A woman sat at the end of the 
table closest to him, seeming to be about forty years in age, large 
in build. The others in the room ranged from a young teenager to 
others closer in age to the first woman. Some were smaller in frame, 
all had large brown eyes. He realized he was unconsciously holding 
his breath, completely shocked by his change in surroundings, and he 
let it out slowly. If he still didn't have the memory of just being 
in an antiseptically-clean hospital, he would have thought he had just 
walked into an evening meal at the house of an affluent family--of 
women. He frowned. Something about this room felt *wrong.*

	Suddenly, Scully came in from the adjoining room, a covered 
dish in her hands. He let out his breath and moved towards her.

	"Scully!" Half-relieved, half-anxious. She moved past him 
with the dish, a scowl suddenly on her face. He pulled his hand back 
as she passed him and went to the table, putting the dish down on an 
intricate potholder. She straightened back up to look at him, anger 
evident in her features.

	"Scully...what...?" Mulder moved towards her again, wary to 
touch her--she looked as if she might hit him again--but was stopped 
by a hand on his arm as he passed the corner of the table. He looked 
down to see the first--and oldest, it seemed--woman looking up at 
him. He pulled his arm away from her grasp, angry.

	"I want her back. What did you do to her?"

	"Curious," the woman whispered. "You are able to fight us..."

	Mulder looked back up at Scully again, searching her face for 
some recognition. "Scully--Scully...Dana...it's me, Mulder. What 
are you doing here?"

	She did not respond, though he could see something flare up in 
her eyes. She looked incredibly angry at him, her eyes turning a 
brilliant blue-green color. The women sitting near her put their 
hands on her arms, restraining her.

	"Not yet, Dana, darling," the woman beside him murmured. "His 
time will come." 

	The woman looked up at him. "You look familiar--we have seen 
you before."

	"And he moves," the teen-age girl said quietly, in awe.

	Mulder's mouth pulled into a flat line. He was becoming more 
angry, but he couldn't touch Scully, making him increasingly 
frustrated. This little show these...women...were putting on was 
wearing on his patience. The cold fist was tightening in his chest, 
and a strange mixture of fear and anger was creeping into his mind.

	"How can that be possible?" Another said, looking at him.

	"Let her go. Please," he was mortified that his voice almost 
sounded as if he were begging. He looked back up at his partner's 
face, but was only greeted with a cold gaze. "Scully...?"

	"She does not want to hear you," the oldest women said 
quietly. Mulder made a move towards Scully again, but the woman 
stood up and firmly took hold of his coat sleeve.

	"Yes she does! Let her go!" he started to tug away from her 
grasp. The whole room was surreal, wavering on the edges. Mulder 
blinked, feeling out of sense. Everything solidified again.

	All of the women were looking at him now, shock mixed with awe 
in their faces. He stopped, frowning. A small mental note that the 
movement did not cause him any pain flitted through his mind. The 
oldest woman pulled his arm back, her fist still holding his coat, 
and he turned towards her. She looked at him, her eyes boring into 
his skull, and suddenly he squeezed his eyes shut and gasped, feeling 
countless tiny twinges *everywhere* at once inside his head. A moment 
later, the sensation disappeared, and he opened his eyes again, not 
in pain, but for some unexplainable reason, feeling violated.

	"Very well, we will deal with you, then."

	Mulder blinked, jerked his arm away from the woman in front of 
him. The sudden turn of attitude left him disoriented.

	"Deal with me?" 

	"Her release...for a small part of you."

	He stepped back, fear and anger returning in full. The woman 
stepped closer to him, a small smile on her face. It sent chills down 
his back.

	"Ahh, I can see why she thinks of you the way she does. You 
are quite...interesting."

	Mulder was tensed, almost to the point of being in pain.

	"What...what do you want from me?" he rasped, hoarse, 
inexplicably. The woman turned and smiled, waved towards the table 
and the other women.

	"We crave only sustenance, which she provides," she said, 
motioning to Scully. Mulder was silent, waiting for the woman to 
continue, and to regain his voice. He felt terribly exposed, naked 
in this place. Cold fingers curled around his chest. 

	"We are simple, our Sisterhood wants only to live."

	"How can I do anything to further that?"

	"You will provide much."

	"Let her go. I want her back. I *need* her back."

	The woman nodded. "To live. Just as *we* need her to live."

	Mulder suddenly pulled himself from the scene, remembered the 
surroundings outside this room.

	"The doctors and nurses--"

	"They do not provide what we need. They are prevented from 
entering this room. We need unsullied--" The woman suddenly cut off 
her words. She drew closer to him. "For her. You let us take a 
small part, for her."

	His anger rose, suddenly, and he pulled himself to his full 
height to stand over the woman. 

	"I'm taking her out of here," he hissed. "And whatever warped 
needs you have you'll have to suffer with. You can't stop me."

	A look of displeasure crossed the woman's face.

	"Very well. You take her from this room, and she will go with 
you. However, we will not release her. To all others, she will be 
normal. To you, she will not," she stepped up to him again, her eyes 
a cold fire. She turned her head to look at Scully, standing silent 
across the room. "You see the anger burning in her eyes. That is 
not our doing. *She* is angry at you. For our purposes, we bring this 
anger to the surface, but it is real. She will hate come to you--I 
know not why. The reason is buried deep--" the woman cut herself off 
again. She looked back up at him.

	"If she leaves, she will become Us, and you will be powerless 
to stop her. Whyever she hates you now, it will be exacerbated, and 
your partnership will be destroyed, though it is strong right now--" 
A flash of knowledge passed through the woman's face. "...ahh, but 
it is wavering because of her sickness. If you attempt to accuse her 
or us of anything, you will seem like you are...mentally unstable," 
her dark eyes glinted, "...and you will be put into a hospital as 
this one--perhaps even here."

	"I don't believe you," he hissed. "You're just trying to 
stall. What do you want from me, and why do you ask for my 
permission to take it from me? You took *her* forcibly," his words cut 
through his clenched teeth. The woman raised her eyebrows slightly 
and stepped back.

	"You...are different. You have seen Us before--ahhh, when she 
was brought in," her eyes took on a slight mist as memories came. 
"You were the obstruction--the dark man."

	"You mean when you took over my partner and beat me," he 
growled. The woman's attention returned to him.

	"Mm...we were looking for new life, a strong mind, and saw her, 
so it was a simple task to control the others to gain access to her."

	"By others, you mean the teenagers."

	"Yes. They were easily manipulated. She is strong enough to 
provide much sustenance, but you..." The woman trailed off, and 
Mulder thought she looked distinctly hungry. "Is there an agreement?"

	"To what?"

	"We release her fully--in return for a small part of...you."

	"Because I have seen you before, you cannot just take...
whatever it is, without asking?"

	The woman nodded. "Also, you are too strong to take from 
without destroying the mind of your partner in the process."

	A clarity suddenly entered Mulder's features. "You're all 
connected to each others' minds."

	"In an intricate web. We are the Sisterhood."

	He moved closer to the table of seated women, his gaze moving 
over their faces. "You need Scully to live--her mind is your source 
of energy." He spun to face the woman standing behind him suddenly. 
"You take mental energy--you're a collective parasite, living on the 
strength of others' minds."

	She smiled, slowly, pleased with his insight. "Very good! You 
understand us better than anyone! Now you see why we cannot take 
from you without your consent. You are aware."

	He was silent for a long moment. "Too much...energy to take 
control of." He stopped, frowned. "You said 'a part' of me--how can 
you live without also completely keeping me under whatever power you 
have Scully trapped with?"

	"What we take will sustain us." The woman paused for a 
moment. "You have so much, so much more than we have ever seen 
before. If we were to take you, now, you would be too much to 
control, and we would be destroyed. However," she sighed, "it is 
getting late. Will you agree to this for her release?"

	Mulder straightened up, came near the woman. "How do I know 
that you won't just take me and not release Scully?"

	"We give you our word."

	"That's not good enough."

	"You really have no choice, Fox Mulder," she paused, an odd 
look crossing her face. "Curious name."

	Mulder scowled at her.

	"An agreement?"

	"What will you take?"

	"Only a small part of your mind. We will be sustained. You 
will not miss it..." 

	"When I leave this place, I will endeavor, with everything in 
my power, to stop you from doing this to anyone else."

	"Doing what to anyone else?" The woman smiled innocently, 
though her eyes glittered with hunger and self-assurance. "Our time 
is short, do we have an agreement? You will allow us?"

	"Let Scully go first. I want to see her walk out, released."

	"Very well," the woman said, making a small hand motion. The 
two women holding Scully's arms let go, and she suddenly blinked, 
reached down to the floor and picked up her briefcase, where it 
leaned against the wall. She looked at him, her blue eyes clear and 
normal.

	"Oh, Mulder, I'm glad you finally made it here, after taking 
off last week. Where did you go?" She asked calmly. When he didn't 
reply, she frowned. "Hurry up. Why are you just standing there? 
I'll meet you at the elevator, all right?" She walked out of the 
room, leaving the door open just a crack. He turned back to the woman.

	"You refuse, and we take her back again. Your choice," she 
said, her eyes cold. She looked at him for a long moment, hunger 
clear in her features.

	He closed his eyes and nodded, barely, mute.

	His mind suddenly erupted in a long scream of pain, and he felt 
his body arch back against the table behind him. Tearing fingers, 
forked tongues licked at the edges of his experience, his being. 
Incredible, excruciating, white-hot, it seared through his mind, and 
he could not feel anything for a long moment, just a mental curling 
into himself, a fetal curl to protect his exposed parts. No sound 
escaped his lips, and as soon as the searing flash had come, it was 
gone, leaving him sagged against one of the off-white walls, his 
hands convulsing against his temples. He forced his eyes open and 
the dining room swam into view, then shimmered. He groaned, pushed 
himself away from the wall, suddenly realizing that it was now 
painted a stark, hospital white.

	"What...?" he gasped, swaying. He stumbled towards the door of 
the room, pulled it open to see the rest of the hospital hallway 
outside of it. He turned slightly, trembling, mind frozen in shock 
as he stared at the room he'd just been in--it was only a hospital 
room now, white walls, bars on the curtainless windows, and eight 
women, in wheelchairs, bodies frozen in position, unmoving. All 
looked at least forty years old. Their eyes were blank, their faces 
expressionless. A single thin wooden table stood in the center of 
the room. 

	The door was pushed open next to him and a body moved past him, 
into the room. A nurse. She was looking at him strangely, saying 
something, but no sound came from her lips. 

	A sudden wave of insane fear gripped him wildly, and he flung 
himself away from the doorway, stumbling down the hallway. He 
crashed into another nurse as he ran, then threw himself past her, 
towards the elevator. Scully was just stepping inside; she reached 
out and pressed the button for the ground floor, then turned towards 
him when he stumbled inside and sagged against the back wall. Her 
eyes widened with concern, and she dropped her briefcase as the 
elevator doors closed. He winced; the light inside the elevator was 
too bright.

	"Mulder! Mulder, what's wrong?" She reached up and took his 
wrists, tugged gently to pull his hands away from his forehead. "Let 
me see, please." He relented, finally, and dropped his arms. He let 
out a soft groan.

	Scully looked up at her partner's face, suddenly shocked. She 
hadn't seen the dark bruise covering his right cheek before now, and 
she gasped, reached up to touch it, lightly. "Ssshh...! Mulder, 
what happened to you?" 

	Her partner looked down at her, eyes bloodshot, face pale. He 
had a host of tiny cuts and abrasions around his face, and an odd, 
yellowish bruise spreading over his left temple. He closed his eyes, 
shook his head slightly, grimacing.

	The elevator stopped and the doors opened. Scully picked up 
her briefcase and took his elbow, supporting him slightly as he moved 
out of the elevator. She noticed a dark-clothed man standing in the 
lobby, and for the slightest of moments, had the urge to suddenly 
take Mulder and run. As she neared the man, however, she realized he 
was an agent from the Missing Persons department--she'd worked with 
him on one or two occasions. Ruth-something. He turned towards the 
two of them, and his face lit up.

	"Oh, you found her! It's been almost two hours since I saw you 
last, Agent Mulder! I was beginning to get worried--I was going to 
call back to the Bureau, but I thought maybe you were still looking...
I looked all over the other side, but no one had seen you!" He took 
in Mulder's slow walk and Scully's strained expression and hurried 
over. "You two don't look so good."

	"I'm fine," they both replied in unison. Mulder let out a 
small, wry laugh and shook his head--immediately grimaced. He 
frowned slightly; it hadn't felt like 'almost two hours'... 

	"Hi! I'm Agent Daniel Rutherson, Agent Scully--you can call me 
'Dan'," he flashed her a bright smile, then looked at Mulder, 
uncertain as to how he should proceed. Agent Scully was no longer a
missing person, and she actually looked more able to take care of 
herself than the man that had been sent to find her. She looked quite 
angry, in fact. Rutherson moved ahead of them to open the lobby door 
as they stepped out into the late afternoon sun. He noticed the way the 
light gleamed on Scully's red hair, /almost glowing,/ he thought.

	"Pleased to meet you. I need a favor from you--"

	"Anything," Rutherson replied, sounding almost eager. Mulder 
looked up at that. Scully continued.

	"Would you take Agent Mulder's car home, please?"

	Mulder moved his arm out of Scully grasp. "Scully, I'm--"

	"--in no condition to drive a car. For once, will you stop 
arguing with me, for your own good?" Scully said, no room for 
questions in her voice. Rutherson look appropriately obedient, 
waiting. Mulder sighed.

	"Uh...actually, Agent Scully, Agent Mulder *did* drive the car 
here..."

	"See Scully, I can take care of myself."

	She looked up at him, squinting slightly from the light. There 
were dark blotches under his eyes and he was leaning more of his 
weight on her than he normally would. She didn't care what 
recklessness he had engaged in to get here. At this moment, he didn't 
look as if he was going to be able to keep his eyes open without 
grimacing in pain. 

	"No, you can't. And I'm not going drive behind you, watching 
you trying to be noble, seeing you weave all over the road--
endangering not only your own life, but also the lives of Agent 
Rutherson and I, and any other innocent motorists on the road. Give 
him your keys."

	Mulder was silent for a moment, then he pulled his car keys out 
of his pocket and dropped them into Rutherson's hand. The agent made 
a movement towards helping Mulder down the steps, but the withering 
look in the taller agent's eyes made him shrink back. Rutherson 
smiled nervously, then turned and jogged lightly down the stairs. 

	"I'll, uh, follow you, Agent Scully," he said, and jogged 
towards Mulder's car.

	"I'll do *anything* for you, Agent Scully," Mulder muttered under 
his breath, mimicking the other agent's tone. Scully pinched his 
elbow, sending nerve shocks up his arm. "*Ow!*" 

	"Cut it out," she hissed. "I can't believe you're working 
today! With the shape you're in, you belong at home, resting!" She 
moved them down the stairs, and they started across the pavement 
towards her car.

	Mulder laughed bitterly. "You really think I could rest if I 
knew you were missing?"

	"I'm not missing, but that's a touching statement. Now you 
know how I feel when you disappear without warning. By the way, I 
want to know where you disappeared to a week ago, and what mess 
you've gotten yourself into now. I'm getting sick of cleaning up 
aft--" she cut herself off and changed the subject. "Why did you 
think I was missing? Mulder, I was routinely doing my job, unlike 
*you* who had taken off *yet again.* I was checking out an X-File that 
led me to this mental hospital."

	Mulder seemed taken aback by her reply, and was silent for the 
rest of the short trip to the car. He finally spoke up, a slight 
uncertainty in his voice. 

	"What was it about? Should we stay here and finish the 
investigation?"

	She looked up at him, hearing a trust in his voice. It was 
rare that he ever asked her what direction the investigation should 
go in. Of course, he *would* pick a case that had neatly tied itself 
up already without needing her help, to ask for her opinion. She 
shook her head and let go of his arm, then walked around to the 
driver's side, and unlocked the doors. They both got in, and she 
started the engine. Mulder's seat belt was pressing uncomfortably 
against his stomach, so he tried to shift his position. Scully 
pulled the car out, silent, and she navigated their way out of the 
inner Linsenton area and onto the highway towards Washington D.C. 
before either of them spoke again. Rutherson trailed a safe distance 
behind them.

		**************************

	"A nurse there was involved in a murder case, and her account 
of the situation to the newspapers definitely fit into our 
jurisdiction--dead mental patient come to life to murder a night 
janitor, you would've loved it--so I drove here as quickly as I 
could, before she deserted the country, to try and interview her, 
since I suspected that she'd murdered the old man herself. 
Unfortunately, she was already gone, and they found the missing 
corpse this afternoon--she'd stashed it in the broom closet. Maybe 
working for two decades in a mental hospital finally pushed *her* over 
the edge. The police chased her down about nine this morning. By 
the way, how did you know I was out here?"

	"Skinner put out an APB on your car."

	Scully looked at him, frowned. "Why? I know I didn't file a 
302--I was planning to when I got back--but I've only been out here 
for one day, and it's not exactly a capital offense. You'd know 
that--you've survived without it numerous times." She cleared her 
throat and turned back to the road, silent for a few moments. "Why 
did you two panic and come running after me?" Her face clouded up 
slightly. "What, you boys don't think that I can take care of 
myself?" She exhaled loudly, angry. "Look at this: you disappear, 
without explanation, for five days, and the most that Skinner can 
think to tell me is that he's 'sure you'll be back, don't worry', but 
I take off for one morning and the entire Bureau has to put out an 
APB on their poor little lady in distress." She turned towards him, 
and after a second, her face softened slightly as she took in his 
slump and pained expression. "What happened to you, anyway?"

	Mulder sighed, put his hands up to rub his face, and then let 
his head drop back to the seat.

	"I didn't get this during my disappearing act, if that's what 
you're thinking. I got back to my apartment yesterday afternoon and 
I was--I got in a fight. I lost," he added wryly. "Skinner was 
worried that whoever attacked me might have attacked you, so we 
considered the situation slightly more serious than just wondering 
where you were." He turned his face towards her for a second, 
serious. "Scully, I know you can take care of yourself." He sighed, 
leaned his head back again. "I just can't help but worry about you, 
sometimes."

	Scully dropped her hand from the wheel and found his, lying on 
the seat between them, and squeezed it gently. "Tell me...what 
happened to you? Who attacked you?"

	Mulder squeezed her hand back, then shook his head and grimaced. 
 He refused to believe that his memories from the night before were 
anything more than a traumatic-experience reaction by his mind to 
explain painful events. That left him with no explanations at all, 
and his head was aching too much to feel like formulating some wild, 
paranormal hypothesis. A nagging feeling poked at the back of his 
mind, but he pushed it away. Everything was beginning to seem fuzzy 
and out-of-focus at the edges. 

	"I don't know, exactly. They knocked me unconscious, and I had 
a nightmare after it happened--I don't remember, really," he turned 
to look at her, serious.

	She turned towards him, suddenly worried. Her partner had a 
photographic and audio-retentive memory; he never forgot *anything,* 
sometimes for the worse. She shuddered, not wanting to imagine a 
life filled with sleepless nights from eidetically-clear nightmares.

	"Scully, where were you last night, about seven?"

	"At my apartment, where do you think?" she replied, suddenly 
defensive.

	"Hey, I'm not trying to interrogate you--I just wondered. What 
did you do today?"

	She glanced at him, went back to driving.

	"I left the apartment early this morning...I don't remember 
exactly why...now..." she trailed off, then suddenly resumed her 
telling. "Then I bought a newspaper on the way to work, saw the 
nurse's article, remembered you were gone--so why bother going to the 
office?--and decided to track the woman down before she escaped. I 
didn't think Skinner would burst a blood vessel if I didn't file a 
302. He's starting to expect it from us, I suppose. Why were you 
wondering?"

	"Wondering what?"

	Scully frowned. Short-term memory loss; Mulder could recite 
any arbitrary conversation that had taken place months earlier, 
verbatim. Now he couldn't even remember what he had asked only 
seconds before?

	"What I was doing last night."

	"I..." he trailed off, uncertain. A moment later, he let a 
small smile tug at the corners of his mouth. "Well, *you* sound pretty 
touchy. Had a date last night or something?" His smile trailed off, 
and he finally plucked up his courage to ask the real question that 
was burning in his mind--but quickly slipping into the recesses of 
his memory. "Scully, those women at the hospital--they had you under 
their mental control. Are you sure you don't remember where you were 
last night?"

	She looked at him strangely, slightly angry. "Huh? Mind 
control? What women? And Mulder, I told you--I *do* remember where I 
was! I was doing my laundry, doing some more work on that pathology 
monograph for the Fall Conference. I went to bed around eleven-
thirty. Mulder, are you feeling all right?"

	"What happened back at the mental hospital?"

	Now she was definitely angry. "I drove there early this 
morning, about six-thirty, and tried to find Emily Owens--the nurse I 
told you about earlier, and then everything *I've already told you 
about* happened. Why are you asking me this?" 

	He was silent for a moment, thinking. Then he spoke softly. 
"If you got there at eight this morning, what were you doing there 
for the rest of the day?"

	She frowned, searching her memory. After a long moment, she 
turned to look at him.

	"What...what time is it, Mulder?" She was a little pale.

	"If that lovesick puppy back there was right about the two 
hours--strange that it took so long--and was not exaggerating for 
dramatic effect, then it's almost seven p.m. It took us a while to 
find you. I got stitches at about seven-thirty this morning--"

	"Stitches?!" She turned to look at him. He tilted his head 
forward slightly to show her the butterfly, and she frowned, then 
turned back to the road.

 	"--and then spent a few hours with Skinner and the doctors 
grilling me about last night. When they finally let up, it was about 
four in the afternoon, and all I could think about was finding you."

	Scully looked down at her watch--but it wasn't on her wrist. 
She glanced over at Mulder's arm, but his wrist was empty, too. She 
hadn't bothered to reset her car's clock since she'd had the new 
battery put in, and it was blinking |4:09*| at her.

	"Why don't you have your watch on?"

	Mulder rubbed his eyes, bone-tired. "Because I rushed out of 
my apartment this morning, and forgot to put it on." He stopped 
rubbing and turned to look down at her arm. "You don't have yours 
on, either." He didn't sound particularly surprised. "Why?"

	Scully turned back to driving, tense and uncertain, knowing 
that he was going to attribute some cosmic significance to her having 
forgotten to wear her watch. "I...don't remember."

	"Because they took control of your mind."

	"What?! Who? What are you talking about, Mulder? Did your 
visit to the mental ward finally convince you to take up residence 
there?"

	He ignored her remark and plowed on. "The women--in the 
room!  Don't you remember waking up?"

	She thought for a few moments, then nodded, somewhat 
hesitantly.

	"After falling asleep last night, I woke up, got dressed, and 
drove to the Clinic. I spent the morning trying to find that 
woman..." she trailed off, suddenly feeling odd. "I guess the first 
thing I remember clearly is seeing you standing in that room with 
that strange family of paralyzed women--all of them confined to 
wheelchairs. They couldn't...take over anyone's mind! By the way, 
what were you doing in there?"

	Mulder was tempted to tell her he'd sacrificed himself to save 
her life, but stopped, realizing how pretentious--not to mention 
delusional--that would sound to her. Besides, he was having trouble 
remembering why himself. He sighed and sat back against the seat, 
closed his eyes. Scully decided to change the subject, not really 
worried about that room, anyway.

	"Mulder, where did you go this time?"

	"Wild-goose chase, Virginia. There was nothing there but cows 
and mosquitoes."

	"Have a nice trip?"

	"Lovel--aaahhh," Mulder suddenly grabbed at his head, squeezed 
his eyes shut. 

	"Mulder!" Scully pulled the car over to the side of the 
highway and came to a stop. She put her hand on his arm, and after a 
few seconds, he lowered his hands, shakily, and looked out the front 
window. 

	"Mulder, can you hear me?" Fear laced her voice. He let his 
muscles relax. 

	"I'm okay..."

	"You sure?" She was skeptical, but the color was returning to 
his face, and his eyes seemed clear enough. 

	"Yeah, yeah...better start driving again, or your love slave 
back there is gonna hop out and come over to see how he might be of 
service to you."

	She slapped his shoulder for that one--he winced--and she 
glanced at the rearview mirror. Sure enough, Rutherson was pushing 
his car door open. She quickly put the car into gear and pulled back 
out onto the highway, taking a secret pleasure in the look of 
surprise on the man's face. Then again, maybe it wasn't all that 
secret; Mulder was watching her movements, and there was a gleam in 
his eye.

	"You're enjoying this *way* too much, partner-of-*mine.*"

	She only turned her head to look away from him and let her 
smile widen.

		*************************

	Mulder had had two more attacks on the way home, but he 
managed to convince Scully that he was only tired--he hadn't really slept 
in six days--and that it was just some kind of migraine. He didn't even 
understand his own mind, so perhaps it was. The events of the past 
day were getting fuzzy in his mind, and so he let her tell him how 
worried she had been about him and about what the X-File in the 
mental hospital she had been investigating was. Something told him 
vaguely that she wasn't right, but he couldn't pin down the 
sensation, and he was too tired to concentrate on it. After watching 
his attacks, she insisted on taking him to the hospital. 

	When he adamantly refused, she decided to stay with him 
overnight, and he really didn't have the strength to protest. She 
had a nosebleed in the car--quickly whipping out a tissue to wipe the 
evidence away, but he had seen it, the image burning itself into his 
mind and driving a stake into his chest. He had watched her, silent, 
as she quickly and efficiently cleaned up, just as she handled 
everything else. He didn't want to fight with her--to waste their 
remaining time together arguing.   

	His mind just felt...exhausted. If he wasn't going to go to a 
hospital, having a doctor staying with him was the next best thing, 
so he relented. /Not to mention that she's a beautiful one, at that--/ 
Mulder ruthlessly squashed that train of thought. Why was it that he 
could be in a mental haze, but his subconscious still managed to pull 
together coherent--well, not *always* coherent--thoughts about his 
partner? 

	When they'd reached Mulder's apartment, Rutherson had caught a 
taxi back to the Bureau, and had tried to give Scully several parting 
glances that Mulder noticed and she didn't as she got him out of her 
car and moving up the hot sidewalk. As much as showing pain was a 
sign of weakness, he didn't really feel like putting on a brave 
front--besides, it was *Scully* he was with; she'd seen him unconscious 
without a scrap of clothing on, so there really wasn't much dignity 
left to preserve. He let a sigh escape his lips as his diminutive 
partner kept a steady pressure on his arm, her other hand carrying 
her travel bag, as she accompanied him into the cooler darkness of 
the apartment building. The thought that he wouldn't be able to do 
without her slipped unwittingly through the mental wall he'd put up 
between them. Sometimes life was just a little bit easier without 
romantic entanglements. 

	Every male in the J. Edgar Hoover Building either knew her by 
sight or reputation--though her reputation was somewhat different 
than his own. "Mr. and Mrs. Spooky" slipped around, and he really 
didn't mind that particular collective title. He smiled slightly to 
himself, letting her guide him, without thinking about where he was 
walking, trusting that she'd take care of him almost unconsciously, 
letting his abused mind relax from the strains of the past days. For 
a man as young as he, it was unusual to be head of an entire 
department in the FBI--the X-Files, cases that the Bureau filed as 
'unexplained'. /Co-head,/ he corrected, remembering the invaluable 
person walking beside him. 

	More than twelve years ago, a young Fox Mulder had completed a 
doctorate in criminal psychology at Oxford University in record time, 
and had been immediately drafted into the FBI at only 24 years of 
age, where they'd quickly put him to work profiling their toughest 
criminals. He rapidly rose to the top of the Violent Crimes Section 
in the Investigative Support Unit, working on the most baffling, 
gruesome cases, working his way into the twisted minds of the 
criminals themselves. His brilliant mind allowed him to make leaps 
of logic and intuition that were dead on-target, and considered 
spooky by the other agents working with him. He paid his own private 
price for the success--vivid nightmares. The nickname 'Spooky 
Mulder' had quickly stuck, and he did nothing to belay the 
reputation. In a backwards sort of way, he enjoyed the strange looks 
and the resulting almost-awe of the other agents that were later 
paired with him. 	

	None of them lasted more than three months, of course. Each of 
them requested a transfer, quite insistently. One woman and four 
men, before the Bureau finally decided not to partner him. Nothing 
that he had done could warrant dismissal, and he was their best 
profiler, so they were in a quandary as to what to do with the 
maverick agent. He ended up solving their own problem for them--and 
opening up a host of new ones--when he discovered the X-Files.

	He was content to read and soak up all the information that he 
could, studying the paranormal and the occult, opening himself to 
extreme possibilities. Only three weeks after they had granted him 
the X-Files, and given him the basement dust collection and the old 
typewriter supply closet to set up the office in, they had sent down 
yet another partner. A doctor, a pathologist, someone who had 
written her masters' thesis on Einstein's Twin Paradox, and was 
gaining a reputation herself around Quantico and inside the Bureau as 
the 'Ice Queen'; smart, aloof, distinguishing herself as a firm 
believer in Science, and cold as ice to any potential suitors, which 
suited him just fine. Mulder took the time to study up on his 
partners-to-be, also; any little detail to enhance the Spooky image. 
He was convinced, once she saw the subject material of the X-Files, 
that she would be gone within a week.

	Special Agent Dana Scully had stayed, though. She still 
remained with him, despite him and because of him, after four and a 
half years, and by now she knew him better than anyone else. She was 
almost foot shorter than he was, seemingly dwarfed by his tall frame. 
She had a petite build, her skin pale and her hair a fiery red. From 
a first glance, she seemed fragile and small, but his years of 
working with her had wrought a completely different picture in his 
mind of her. Oftentimes, she was *his* strength. Now, after twelve 
years of working in the Bureau, he couldn't work as well without a 
partner--Scully.

	They stopped at his apartment door, and she unlocked the it for 
them. She moved inside and flipped on the light switch, quickly 
taking in the dark splotches on the floor and coffee table. Mulder 
felt increasingly tired, suddenly, and sagged against the doorframe, 
watching her put her briefcase down and take off her coat. She 
turned and looked up at him.

	"Mulder?"

	"I'm okay," he responded wearily, pushing himself off of the 
frame and walking inside. He'd taken off his own suitcoat in the car 
and he dropped it on a chair back, now. "I just need to change--get 
out of these clothes." The stiff collar of his shirt was rubbing 
against the butterfly. He moved away from her and into his bedroom--
which was more of a closet, considering he rarely used the bed.

	Scully nodded and went into the kitchen to find herself some to 
eat. They'd probably have to get take-out, she realized. Mulder 
wasn't known for keeping his kitchen well-stocked, and anything that 
had been fresh was now at least five days old. She dropped the 
travel bag she'd taken out of her trunk on the floor, and peered into 
the refrigerator. A carton of milk and some eggs, assorted cartons 
of Chinese... 

	She jumped when she heard a loud crash across the apartment, 
then silence. 

	"Mulder?"

	She was answered by a muffled groan. She ran from the kitchen 
into his bedroom, fear gripping her when she did not find him. She 
moved farther into the room, noticing that the bathroom light was on, 
and as she rounded the corner, she stopped short at the doorway for a 
second, suddenly scared. Her partner was lying on the bathroom 
floor, his shirt off in one corner. He was curled up into a tight 
ball, holding his head and shaking. A moan escaped him, and she 
quickly dropped to her knees next to him, sliding into her medical 
mode. She lifted his head onto her lap and pushed his hands down 
from his face, making sure his breathing wasn't restricted.

	He was sweating, and his breathing was slightly labored. She 
could only watch as he fought whatever pain was paralyzing him, 
holding his head as firmly as she could without pressing too 
painfully against the bruises on his forehead. After several long, 
terrible seconds of watching his entire body straining against 
*something,* he suddenly relaxed, drew in a deep breath and let it out 
slowly. Her eyes moved over the bruises scattered across his torso 
and she felt her chest constrict. /What happened to him?/ After a few 
moments of working to regain his breath, his long legs straightened 
out slightly and he opened his eyes to look up at her. 

	"Oh...Scully," he whispered, then coughed to clear his throat. 
"Don't cry...I'm okay...now."

	"Oh--I'm," she suddenly lifted one hand to her face, wiped at 
her eyes. She hadn't even know she was crying. She could feel her 
face growing hot, embarrassed that she'd let him see her weakness. 
He looked shattered by the sight of her face. /Oh no, now he's 
starting to look guilty./ She quickly assumed a no-nonsense 
expression and frowned. "It's not your fault--stop looking like it 
is."

	Mulder sighed, closed his eyes. She felt chastised and shifted 
back into her doctor mentality.

	"What happened?"

	He shook his head slightly in her lap.

	"Mulder, if you had some kind of seizure, you need to be seen 
by a doctor. I can't sit by and watch you suffer."

	"It wasn't a seizure. I've had them before, and this wasn't 
one."

	"Then we don't know what it was. Are you sure you won't let me 
take you to the hospital?"

	He opened his eyes. "I'm sure. I had enough of it already 
today."

	"All right," she sighed, frustrated. "Do you think you can sit 
up? I really need to get you into bed--and you're going to use the 
bed. I don't want you falling asleep on that vinyl sofa."

	"It's comfortable."

	"I know, I slept on it once."

	He raised an eyebrow, and she decided that *now* was the time to 
push him up, off her lap. She managed to get him up far enough that 
he pulled himself slowly to his feet, one hand braced on the sink 
edge. He winced quietly as he moved up, and the sight of the dark 
bruises on his lower back sent a small, tight fist into her gut. She 
was careful to avoid them as she put her arm out to support him.

	"When did you get the chance to do that?"

	She shuffled him out of the bathroom and across the few feet to 
the bed, where he sat down on the edge and sank, letting his 
shoulders droop. He looked exhausted.

	"Once, when you'd disappeared just like you did last week," she 
replied. "You think you can undress yourself and find something more 
comfortable to wear?"

	"Yeah--just let me have a couple of minutes."

	"If you need my help getting changed, you'll call, right? 
Nothing noble?"

	"To be noble or not to be...?" His eyes glinted mischievously. 
"Which scenario do you prefer?"

	She let the corner of her mouth curve up.

	"You don't *really* want to find out..." she answered, making a 
small dismissive gesture. She walked out, feeling slightly pleased 
at the look on his face as she turned away. / Two can play this game,/ 
she thought. It was all pretty harmless, really. They played it 
often.

	She closed the door softly behind her and went into the living 
room. After spending a few minutes cleaning the coffee table and 
pushing the den back into order, she went into the kitchen. Take-out 
wasn't terribly appealing, so she figured an omelet would be an 
admissible dinner. After changing into a pair of gray sweatshorts 
and a green tee shirt that had IRISH AND PERFECT written in large 
white lettering across it, she went about getting the ingredients. 
Mulder came in a few minutes later, just as she was flipping his 
omelet over. She glanced back when she heard him come out of the 
bedroom.

	"You up to eating dinner?" she called. He came up behind her 
and leaned over her shoulder to inhale the sizzling aromas, close 
enough for her to feel the heat of his body through her clothing. He 
sniffed at the frying pan below her. 

	"Starving, Mom... I never pictured you as a master chef, 
either."

	She found herself holding her breath, and half-angrily let it 
out. "Oh, stop. It's just an omelet." 

	"Smells good," he said, then moved away and went to open the 
fridge. She felt vaguely disappointed, then slammed the feeling 
away, angry at herself. At both of them. /Why?/ She took a deep 
breath and let it out, forcing her concentration on to dribbling more 
chopped peppers into the sizzling eggs. She heard him moving around 
in the refrigerator.

	"What are you looking for?"

	"The only thing I've got to drink is milk--or water."

	"That's fine by me," she replied, turning around to eye him, 
her hands still moving over the stove. He straightened up--slowly, 
and held up the carton of milk. 

	"Only got two days left on the expiration date. I guess we'd 
better drink it up," he said, not looking entirely pleased by the 
prospect.

	Scully turned back to the stove, a slight smile on her face--
she had just had a mental picture of Mulder with a milk mustache 
spring into her mind. For some reason, it was harder this time to 
push the thought away. /I'm glad I don't stay over often.../

	Several minutes later, she had finished the omelets, and Mulder 
had poured them both glasses of milk and was seated across the table 
from her side, looking distinctly eager to eat. He sipped at his 
milk--darn, no mustache. /Arr... Stop being silly, Dana--you're a 
doctor and a grown woman!/ She came over with the hot pan and flipped 
his omelet onto his plate, then followed with her own plate. She 
dropped the frying pan in the sink and sat down. They ate a quiet 
meal, content to just have each other's presence across the table.

		*************************

	Half an hour later, Scully made him use his bed, for the 
second--maybe third--time since he had lived in the apartment. It 
was queen-sized, and looked slightly more comfortable to her than a 
hot and sticky vinyl couch did in the summer heat. The bedroom 
window was open, and a small breeze was moving over the room, so she 
laid down next to him to watch the late science fiction B-movie on 
the all-night cheesy cable channel that Mulder, for some reason only 
Mulder knew, subscribed to. She would just stay with him until she
made sure he fell asleep, then she'd take a sheet from the closet and 
go sleep on the sticky sofa. 

	For a man that hadn't had a decent night's sleep for nearly a 
week, he stayed awake for a long while, eyes open but not really 
watching the colorized serial. Maybe the late meal had given him 
some energy she hadn't gotten, and she found her own eyes drifting 
closed, without warning. She would open them suddenly, and look at 
his face--and find that his eyes were still open. Perhaps he didn't 
want to face another nightmare, and was putting it off until he 
couldn't fight it any longer. That was often how he fell asleep, she 
knew. She moved her hand over and touched his, and she saw him blink 
at the contact, then turn his face towards hers. 

	She raised her eyebrows in a silent question, but felt more 
than saw him shake his head wearily. He lifted the TV remote 
slightly and lowered the volume to a background murmur. She resolved 
to stay awake with him, to wait and make sure that he found sleep...
but what seemed like an eternity later, she vaguely registered that 
her eyes were closed, and a guilty feeling of betrayal started to 
push at her mind. She didn't have any more energy...to open...eyes. 
The bed shifted slightly, and then something warm and slightly moist 
touched her temple lightly. A moment later, a finger touched her 
hair, pushing back a wisp. She dropped off to sleep, a warmth 
surrounding her. The cool breezes wafted over the bare skin of her 
legs and she sighed quietly.

	The man beside her finally closed his own eyes.

		*************************

6:30 A.M.


	Mulder opened his eyes and let his glance drift over to the 
open window across the room. He was slightly disoriented for a 
moment, until he recognized the interior of his bedroom. A wry 
expression crossed his face, and he started to roll over. *NOPE! 
Stop right there!* Every ache and stiff muscle and scrape announced 
itself immediately, and he let out a groan. He stubbornly pushed the 
aching in his neck aside and turned his head to glance over at the 
clock. He was a little surprised that he had been able to sleep so 
long--and he didn't remember having any serious nightmares. A 
possible reason why quickly flitted, unbidden, through his mind, and 
he suddenly looked over to where she had been sleeping last night. 
The other side of the bed was neatly made--or would have been if he 
hadn't rolled over--and a note was lying on the pillow.

	You seemed to be sleeping well--I woke up several 
	times last night to check on you, but your breathing 
	was normal and by all outward signs, you looked 
	fine. I'm leaving to go get a change of clothes at 
	home. I'll see you at work.   Scully

	He pulled himself out of bed, slowly, and moved into the 
bathroom to get dressed. /Life as usual,/ he thought wryly.

		************************

8:30 A.M.

	

	Scully walked into their basement office to find Mulder rifling 
through the file cabinets in the back of the small room. He was bent 
over a drawer near the floor, and another drawer was pulled out 
halfway at the top of the cabinet. She walked in and dropped her bag 
on the front of his desk, barely remembering at the last second not 
to knock his nameplate into a dark and deserted corner with the swipe 
of her bag. /Dark and deserted...? Where had that come from?/ 

	She dismissed the question without another thought and slid 
around the desk to sit in his chair. Opening a paper bag she'd 
gotten from a bakery on the way to the Bureau, she pulled out a late 
breakfast of raisin-cinnamon bagel and took a bite. She glanced over 
at him and realized that he was wearing his glasses--and hadn't 
immediately taken them off the moment she walked in, which meant he 
hadn't noticed her enter. Whatever he was reading must be 
particularly interesting. She took a few moments to notice him in 
the glasses, then tore herself away with some effort and tried to get 
his attention. 

	Squeaking the chair didn't make a dent in his concentration, 
and she suddenly had an insane little hope that he'd stay oblivious 
and leave the glasses on--she squashed that thought immediately and 
glanced over at the coffee maker. Empty. Mulder still hadn't looked 
up from his searching, since he seemed to have located the file he 
had been looking for, and was squatting in front of the lowest open 
drawer, engrossed in reading it. Scully slid the chair sideways from 
behind the desk a foot or so and leaned forward, swallowing her bite 
of bagel.

	"Did you remember to make coffee this morning, or is this more 
important?"

	Mulder looked up, pulling his eyes from the page he had been 
reading. He looked at her for a moment, as if for a fraction of a 
second he didn't recognize her, and then he was Mulder again, with a 
mock-apologetic grin and a shake of his head. For some reason, those 
glasses were driving her nuts in the best sense of the word. She 
decided a change of mental subject would be appropriate, and took a 
great interest in her fingernails.

	"Sorry...I woke up at a leisurely time this morning, and bought 
a cup on the way here. Had the most enjoyable experience with the 
drive-thru speaker; the girl thought I wanted a grease-laden egg 
muffin instead of a large coffee, can you imagine that?"

	"I suppose you couldn't refuse her cheery face and the thought 
of inhaling nine hundred calories at seven-thirty in the morning, 
right?"

	"Of course not--what with a hearty breakfast like that, I'll be 
at my most vigorous today. You really can't complain, doctor. I'm 
already feeling better since yesterday...thanks to you."

	Scully took another bite of her bagel and reached into her bag 
to pull out a Styrofoam cup of coffee, prepared for any eventuality. 
Mulder eyed the cup and shook his head.

	"I'm glad you're feeling better." She popped a hole in the 
cover and took a sip. "So...what're you looking at?"

	Mulder glanced back down at the folder in his hands, and after 
a moment of hesitation, started to straighten up--only to whack the 
back of his head on the still-extended drawer at the top of the file 
cabinet. He winced and pulled back his head, straightening up 
completely. He put one hand up to gingerly touch the offended area. 
Scully frowned at the sight of him standing there with his eyes 
closed, one hand holding the back of his head, the other holding the 
open file, completely silent. He hadn't even cried out when he 
crashed into the drawer. She got up from the chair, pushed both of 
the drawers closed, and turned to look at him. He had opened his 
eyes, but he was standing still--too still, it seemed, staring into 
space. She waved her hand in front of his face, and he shook his 
head slightly.

	"I...forgot that I'd left it open. Ow," he pressed the back of 
his head experimentally, and winced. "I'm batting a thousand in the 
injury department, aren't I?" He moved over to sit in the chair in 
front of his desk, lowering himself down with one hand, and 
straightened his glasses slightly, from where they had been knocked 
askew when he hit his head. Scully walked back over to his seat 
behind the desk and sat down. She eyed him silently for a moment, 
and then picked up her bagel. He went back to reading the file 
again. She waited a couple of minutes, then cleared her throat. He 
looked up, waiting for her say whatever she had on her mind.

	"Well...?" she prompted, taking a sip of her cooling coffee. 
He tilted his head slightly, as if unsure of what she was referring 
to, and then suddenly sat forward.

	"Oh--you wanted to know what this is all about. Right," he 
gestured at the file in his lap, pulling off his glasses with his 
other hand and tucking them away in his shirt pocket.

	/No, leave them on.../ "Something like that," she replied, 
eyeing him. He might have said he felt better, but there was 
something about him that was different, wrong somehow, that she 
couldn't put her finger on. Maybe it was just her imagination, 
though. Mulder was known to get completely wrapped up in something 
to the exclusion of all else. Perhaps this absent-mindedness could 
just be attributed to that. /Mulder is not absent-minded,/ she 
reminded herself firmly. /Then maybe his...trouble two nights ago 
loosened some screws?/ 

	She pushed that thought away--it held decidedly serious 
ramifications, /and besides,/ the voice said matter-of-factly, /he 
already *has* a few screws loose./ 

	She frowned. Where had *that* come from? She still didn't know 
what had happened to him, and he had evaded her questions last night. 
She opened her mouth to ask him, but he continued with his 
explanation, and her thought was filed away.

	"It's just a compilation of accounts that I've found--magazine, 
newspaper articles, interviews--concerning sudden memory loss."

	"It's a common experience to lose memories concerning traumatic 
events and the events immediately surrounding them, Mulder. That's 
not exactly an X-File."

	"Yes...but Scully, these accounts are those of people who lost 
memories--lost time, if you will--occurring not during or immediately 
after a traumatic experience, but anywhere between one day to two 
weeks later. And for no apparent reason when they did."

	"Delayed response; repressed reaction, Mulder. What makes this 
an X-File?"

	"A large percentage of them all happened within a thirty-mile 
radius of the Gregson Mental Health Clinic."	

	Scully raised one eyebrow. An odd look passed briefly over 
Mulder's face, then disappeared. She filed it away, and continued 
her questions skeptically.

	"Really. What about the 'small percentage' that you didn't 
mention?"

	"Scattered cases across the country. There's a clustering--a 
higher concentration--of these cases in the Maryland area. More so 
than the rest of the country."

	"And they're all around the Clinic."

	"Well, actually, they all happened within a thirty-mile radius 
of the J. Edgar Hoover Building, too...if that means anything." He 
gave her a lopsided grin.

	"Which means that they're also all within that distance to 
Puffy's Bar & Grill, down the street, right?"

	"Technically, yes."

	"And you came to this conclusive connection from just looking 
at a bunch of magazine and newspaper articles?"

	Mulder coughed slightly. "Well...no. I started looking up 
anything in the X-Files that would resemble my own experience during 
the last couple of days--Scully, I swear that there's this huge hole 
in my memory for some amount of time yesterday. I slept fine last 
night--"

	"That's good."

	"--but I woke up this morning with the conviction that I needed 
to find out what happened during that missing time."

	"Mulder, are you saying that you think you were abducted by 
E.T. while you were looking for me at the mental health clinic 
yesterday?"

	"Nooo...but think about it, Scully: why would it take me two 
hours to find you in a well-lit, well-organized hospital building 
with hundreds of eyewitnesses around for me to ask questions about 
you? I've found you in minutes in a darkened building in the middle 
of the night, in a hidden trailer that was barely connected to the 
case we were working on, in houses no one else thought to look in--"

	"Okay, so now that you've established that you have a homing 
device to find me anywhere, you're saying that it took you two hours 
to find me yesterday, when I was only two floors away from you, at 
any given time?"

	"Exactly."

	"If you want me to tell you you're slipping, then: You're 
slipping. I suppose that you're going to have to find a new way to 
home onto me."

	"Scully, are you propositioning me?"

	She took the last bit of bagel and popped it in her mouth, said 
nothing, letting one eyebrow arch slightly. Another one of those odd 
looks appeared quickly, and he eyed her for a moment, then went back 
to his impassioned declaration of *something* paranormal in the 
vicinity of the Gregson Mental Health Clinic.

	"Something happened to me, Scully. I've got to find out what 
it is! Are you coming with me or not?"

	"Today?"

	"Of course. When else would we go?"

	"Mulder, I've got to file that 302--and this one too, if we go, 
for that matter. Besides that, I was hoping that with you slightly 
less than your usual energetic self, we'd be able to stay here and 
get some of the department paperwork done. It's been piling up over 
the last month or so, you know."

	"Well, taking that into consideration, we *definitely* must go 
today."

	"Mulder, you're not going to abandon me to all the paperwork 
while you go off again. I'm not your secretary, you know."

	"No...you're not. Though maybe if you had your own desk we 
could fit a typewriter on it, and you'd actually have the room to be 
one."

	She just gave him an icy, impatient look. "We stay here today, 
you take it easy, and we can go through the proper channels to 
investigate the Clinic by tomorrow."

	"But Scully, this is--"

	The shrill ringing of the phone cut him off, and Scully picked 
up the receiver.

	"Agent Dana Scully."

	"Put Mulder on," an unfamiliar male voice said. She frowned.

	"May I tell him who's calling?"

	"Who're you, his secretary? Put him on the line!" She heard 
mumbling on the other end of the line, and felt her blood pressure 
rising.

	"Excuse me, I am not--"

	"Oh, did you say you were Agent Scully?" the voice cut in. 
More mumbling, and then a hurried apology. "I'm sorry Dr. Scully. 
Didn't mean to be so short with you. Just a lot of stress--didn't 
recognize your name at first. This is Supervisory Special Agent 
Grant Johnson, VCS Division Chief. I need to speak to Agent Mulder."

	Scully's face tightened slightly. Johnson had been one of the 
Violent Crime Section agents in the Investigative Support Unit on the 
Tooms case three years earlier, and he hadn't hesitated to show his 
disdain for Mulder then. She wondered briefly what he wanted from 
Mulder now, and held the phone out to her partner across the desk.

	"It's *Supervisory* Special Agent Johnson, VCS Division Chief," 
she said curtly, still stinging slightly from the 'secretary' remark, 
and Mulder took the phone from her outstretched hand. His eyes 
searched hers for a moment, as if asking for more information and 
borrowing strength at the same time, and then he put the phone to his 
ear. Scully stood up and walked over to her computer, listening to 
her partner's half of the conversation, which was short, perfunctory, 
and did not sound particularly happy. He put the phone back down 
only moments later, and stood up, putting the folder of articles and 
interviews down on his desk.

	"It seems that this memory-loss case is going to be shelved for 
the moment--that'll make you happy," his tone was irritable, and she 
turned to look at him, wondering at his sudden change of mood.

	"What is it?"

	"They want me to go up and spend the day working on a profile 
for a--big surprise--series of very strange, painstakingly-committed 
murders."

	"Mulder, that's your specialty--what's the matter?"

	He picked up his suitjacket, a thick pad of paper and a couple 
of unsharpened pencils from somewhere in the pile on the edges of his 
desk, and went to the door.

	"I'm just tired of it all." 

	He started to close the door behind himself, then moved back in 
the room for a moment, an incongruous half-grin suddenly on his face. 
"At least it'll give you some time to get all of that *paperwork* done,"
and the door shut behind him.

	Scully stood in the office alone, feeling irked and shoved into 
the role of a dutiful secretary. She sat down in her chair and 
turned on her computer, allowing herself to stomp her foot before she 
yanked a sheaf of unfilled forms off of their shelf next to her 
computer. His words echoed hauntingly through her mind, matching her 
own thoughts.

	*I'm just tired of it all.* 

		*************************

	"Agent Mulder, glad you could come *upstairs,*" VCS Division 
Chief Grant Johnson said, holding out his hand for the polite 
handshake. Mulder pointedly ignored it and looked past him, instead.

	"Thank you for inviting me to work on this case--may I see what 
your people have on these murders so far?"

	Johnson's eyes flickered briefly over Mulder's face, and then 
he turned away and they moved towards the knot of men huddled around 
the table in the middle of the conference room. There were six of 
them; all veterans of the department, men whom Mulder had worked with 
when he was in the VCS division of the ISU up until almost five years 
ago. He was looking at the best profilers that the FBI had to offer. 
He braced himself inwardly. This must be one doozy of a case.

	The group looked up when he arrived, and as he took off his 
suitjacket and put the pencils and the pad down on the table, a 
silence descended on the men. He felt their eyes following his 
movements. Johnson walked to the head of the table and motioned for 
everyone to listen. Mulder stood at the end of the table, hands in 
his pockets. The pose was putting undue stress on his neck, but he 
didn't care. There were murders to be solved and an image to keep. 
To the younger agents now in the VCS, he was something of a legend--a 
man who returned to the department when they needed him, and who 
worked his spooky magic on the most difficult and gruesome cases; but 
to the men who now sat around him, he was Spooky. They had given him 
the nickname, and with the way they were eyeing him with self-amused 
looks, they weren't letting him forget that now.

	/Fine. I'll work my magic, and then just let me go back 
downstairs.../

	Johnson cleared his throat, and the eyes turned back to him. 
"Agent Mulder, we have been tracking this case for the last six 
months or so--" he motioned for the man nearest Mulder to pass a 
casefile to him. Mulder pulled it in front of him and swallowed as 
he opened up the file. He hated each new one, each new set of 
nightmares, each new unspeakably evil mind that he had to get inside 
of and turn inside-out for the men around him to wash and dry and 
claim the glory for. He hated each black-and-white photograph--as if 
black-and-white would lessen it's horror--and each bloody and mangled 
description of each dead body. But he opened every casefile anyway, 
because there were innocent people who needed his abilities to 
protect them. Because if he didn't, he knew the guilt of failing to 
stop another murder would weigh heavily and painfully on him, and 
that the nightmares would not go away. 

	He looked up at the men around him. Johnson was explaining the 
patternless killings that were strewn across the Eastern Seaboard. 
No obvious connection between the victims, who ranged from the ages 
of ten to sixty-eight, of both sexes, of different class levels, 
different occupations and no connecting features from past 
experiences. There were already sixteen victims found, that the 
authorities knew of--the only feature that identified the bodies as 
the work of a serial killer was exact nature of their deaths. Each 
had been found in a locked garage or warehouse inside a running car, 
dead from inhaling a lethal amount of the carbon monoxide fumes 
produced by the car's internal combustion, with likely prior sedation. 

	At the first one, the local police had considered it suicide, 
until traces of a general anesthetic was found in the victim's 
blood. It was considered an isolated event, and no one noticed the 
coinciding death modus operandi in several other states until two 
months later, when a pathologist stumbled on another of the dead 
bodies from a neighboring county and, out of curiosity, ran a search 
in the National Pathological Database, where he found six other 
identical deaths in the surrounding states. A few days later, the 
FBI took over the cases.

	Mulder breathed a slight sigh of relief at not being faced with 
bloody photographs--/for once, a seemingly humane case;/ he caught 
himself, charigned at being so callous. This was anything but 
humane--a ten-year-old girl had been killed in the car next to her 
father! 

	Johnson's voice droned on about all of the avenues of profiling 
that they had already attempted, and how each left too many suspects 
to narrow down the search. It was the work of a serial killer--or 
perhaps several working in tandem. Whoever had done the killings had 
made sure no evidence was left behind, nothing that would explain how 
the sedatives got into the victims' blood without there being any 
sign of a struggle, or even a needle puncture mark. The Mafia or 
similar organizations were not involved--none of the victims had any 
suspicious activities; all were normal citizens, getting ready to 
pull their car out of wherever they were and go about their normal 
lives. 

	The others around the table whispered comments to one another, 
but Mulder was turning each sheet of information and each photograph 
over slowly; capturing an indelible mental image of each one. His 
hand stopped on the picture of the little ten-year-old girl--his 
fingers reached up to trace her face, her eyes closed as if in 
innocent sleep. Her hair was dark, her face rounded with childish 
innocence, her small arms hanging limply at her sides as she lay back 
against the car's seat, held there by an implacable seatbelt.

	Scully's words echoed in his ears.../"Mulder, I know why this 
case means so much to you..."/ So long ago. He tore his eyes away 
from the picture and looked up, only to find the whole table of men 
staring back at him. What had he done now?

	"What are you doing, Agent Mulder?" Johnson asked, looking 
decidedly haughty. Mulder sighed inaudibly and looked at the senior 
agent.

	"Nothing. Is there something wrong?" He tried not to let his 
tone reflect his annoyance.

	"Have you found something, Agent Mulder?"

	"No, I--"

	"Then we would all greatly appreciate it if you could bring 
yourself to pay attention to the briefing. Unless you have 
information to contribute to this case, I would like to continue. 
With *everyone's* eyes on the slides up here." 

	Mulder put the picture back down on the table, leaned back 
against the wall behind him, and folded his arms over his chest, his 
mouth set in a stubborn line. Johnson glared at him for a long 
moment, and then Agent Peter Sanford mumbled something that made the 
agent next to him snicker. Mulder set his jaw and fixed his eye on 
the photograph presently being show on the slide, which 
coincidentally was the picture of the little girl. He let his eyes 
scour the picture as Johnson's voice continued on, searching for some 
minute clue that the others had missed. The ordinariness of the 
photograph stood out to him; no marks on the body, no marks on the 
surrounding car seat, nothing strange at all. It looked like a 
peaceful sleep, for if he hadn't been told that the little dark-
haired girl was dead--

	/Samantha.../

	And then his head erupted in pain, and blackness swarmed over 
him with its oily wings.

		*************************

	He woke up on the floor, his head bent at an awkward angle 
against the wall that he had been leaning against only moments 
before.../how long have I been out? What happened?/ He moved his head 
away from the wall and opened his eyes to look up at a circle of 
seven faces above him. Their expressions alternated between concern, 
curiosity, and relief at seeing that he was awake. Johnson bent down 
closer to him.

	"Agent Mulder? Hey, what happened? You okay?"

	/No, I'm not okay, obviously.../ "Yeah," Mulder replied slowly, 
blinked. "I'm fine."

	"What happened?" Sanford was looking interested in finding out 
why Spooky Mulder had just collapsed, without warning, and he also 
looked about ready to burst from the room and shout his findings in 
the hallway. Mulder suppressed a groan--no use giving these vultures 
the pleasure of hearing it--and sat up. At bit too fast, apparently, 
since his vision blurred and blackened, and a wave of pain rushed to 
the front of his forehead and settled heavily over his eyes. He sat 
still for a second, waited for the reaction to pass, and then started 
to push himself up to his feet.

	Johnson put a hand on his arm. "Agent Mulder, I really think 
you should--"

	Mulder shook him off and stood up; the men who were crowded 
tightly around him scrambled back to get out of his way. No one 
reached out to steady him, and another wave of pain was more bearable 
this second time. He gathered himself and took a deep breath, then 
walked over to the table, and flipped his casefile closed. The other 
agents moved over to stand near him, and as he picked up the file and 
his things, Johnson grabbed his arm. 

	"Mulder, you can't! You--something happened to you! We need 
to call a medic up here--"

	"I'm fine," Mulder growled, reaching down to pick up his 
suitcoat and pulling his arm out of the man's grasp. "I'm leaving, 
and I'm taking this--" he indicated the file, "--with me." 

	"You can't go, Mulder. We haven't finished briefing you. And 
you're not fit to continue," Sanford was almost smiling.

	"I'm leaving." Mulder gathered up his things and turned towards 
the door. Johnson moved into his way, his hands on his hips.

	"Listen, Agent Mulder. I don't know what happened to you a 
couple of minutes ago, but you're certainly not 'fine', and you are 
definitely not going to leave this room without agreeing to see a 
medic. I brought you up here to help with this case, but if you're 
not able to work on this, we can make do without you."

	"I can do it."

	Johnson frowned, not moving.

	"Get out of my way."

	"No. Something just happened to you, *Spooky,* and--"

	"Get out of my way," Mulder growled. 

	"We're not going to let you leave until we make sure you're all 
right," Sanford smirked. 

	"Fine. I'll stop by the Infirmary on the way out." An 
unabashed lie. Mulder wouldn't go near the Infirmary; there was no 
reason to do it. Besides, what could he tell them--*'I can't help it, 
aliens sucked my brain?'* He contemplated decking Johnson's self-
assured face, but decided it wasn't worth the trouble, and shouldered 
his way past the older man.

	"You won't get away with this, Spooky!" Johnson shouted after 
him. "You can't work on it--!"

	Mulder slammed the door behind himself and stalked towards the 
elevator. He could care less what that red-faced Johnson had to say 
about it. There was a serial killer to be found, and no amount of 
fainting was going to stop him from catching the monster. As he 
waited for an elevator, he let his mind move back to retrace his 
steps up to the moment when he blacked out. The innocent sleeping, 
the little girl, the ordinariness, she was dead, Samantha--

	He had to put his arm out against the wall next to the elevator 
doors to steady himself when the blackness threatened to overtake him 
again, but he bit into his lip and concentrated on staying awake 
until it passed, an excruciating few moments later. His chest 
constricted, and he could hear the faint sound of the doors opening, 
of the bell signaling the arrival of the elevator. He opened his 
eyes, a new agony forming in them.

	*He could not remember Samantha's face.*

		*************************

5:38 P.M.


	Scully flipped the folder closed, tucking the last of the 
newspaper articles back inside. She stood up from behind the large 
desk and walked over to the file cabinets. She stood for a moment, 
holding the folder in her hands, wondering at what had happened to 
her partner two days before. She was worried about him, and she 
couldn't help but wonder what he was doing in the ISU right now; if 
he was driving himself into the ground, working his way into another 
horrible, twisted mind; if the nightmares he had to face would 
finally destroy him.

	She knelt down in front of the right cabinet and pulled out the 
bottom drawer, found the place and slid the folder into its spot. 
She straightened up slowly and pushed the drawer closed with her 
foot, then moved over to turn off her computer. It was late 
afternoon, and she had spent the entire day--with the exception of 
going to the cafeteria for an unimaginative lunch and one or two 
bathroom breaks to clean up after nosebleeds--huddled in this small, 
dark office, filing forms and writing closing reports on most of the 
outstanding cases. 

	When she finally had gotten fed up with streamlining Mulder's 
expense reports to acceptable limits--did he really think that 
Skinner would allow him to charge a psychic-reader's costs to the 
Bureau?--she had gone over to sit behind his desk and read through 
the folder he had left behind that morning. She'd spent the last 
three hours tracing the events that were in the folders, and found 
that each had indeed occurred within thirty miles of the Gregson 
Mental Health Clinic--twenty-six miles, to be exact, if she 
considered Mulder's account to be among them.

	She had also looked up the current medical status of each of 
the people in the Maryland area--and found, to her horror, that of 
the thirty-four cases Mulder had collected, twenty-nine had died from 
an unidentified form of Grand Mal seizure and the remaining five were 
hospitalized in a comatose state. There was no evidence of a viral 
or bacterial infection, no known biological contagions. Each of the 
victims had been in good health, but had suddenly begun to suffer 
unexplained collapses, after having been missing for more than a 
day. She prayed that what Mulder was suffering was unrelated to all 
of these people's deaths.  

	She wondered at why he had had a memory lapse. She was 
somewhat consternated at not being able to remember most of that day 
clearly, herself, but she was particularly concerned with her 
partner. Mulder's eidetic mind did not allow the past to be lost, 
whereas a common experience--investigating a nondescript case such as 
the Clinic--would lose itself in her own mind as it would in most 
others'. Her strength lay in her objectivity and her analytical 
skills, and they were both formidable. It was his loss of memory 
that was more disturbing. 

	She had switched off the computer and turned to gather up her 
bag when a figure walked in and filled the open doorway, blocking out 
the already dim light that edged into the room from the hallway.  

	"Agent Scully?" 

	She jumped, not expecting the visitor. Skinner moved into the 
room, his face serious and creased with worry. 

	"Sir? Is there something wrong?" She walked over to where he 
stood, and could see that he was tense, his jaw held in.

	"Have you seen Agent Mulder?"

	A tightness crept into her stomach.

	"He came in this morning, sir. I last saw him at about eight-
thirty--I believe that he had gone up to the ISU; Agent Johnson 
requested his help on a case."

	"He did go up to the ISU, Agent Scully. He left only twenty 
minutes later. He hasn't been seen since. I tried calling his 
apartment, his cellular. I don't know where else to look..." 
Skinner paused, his jaw working, and then he narrowed his eyes and 
looked around the office. "Scully, did you see anything unusual 
about him this morning?"

	"Sir, I don't--" She was silent for a moment, not sure of how 
to voice her impressions and intuition. She had a nagging question 
to ask. "Sir, what happened to Mulder two nights ago?"

	"I don't know. I came by his apartment early that morning and 
found him hurt. I took him down to GW for stitches, and then the 
doctor and I tried to get him to tell us what happened. Took me a 
while to realize that..." Skinner stopped his visual search of the 
room and looked back down at her. "...I don't think he even knows, 
himself."

	"What happened up in the ISU, sir?"

	"Johnson said that he started the briefing, and then Mulder 
suddenly collapsed, unconscious."

	"He *what?*"

	"They woke him up a minute later, and besides from looking a 
bit unsteady on his feet, he was fine--"

	Scully snorted softly.

	"--and he insisted on taking the case with him, and left."

	"They let him leave?"

	"Johnson said he tried to stop him, but, well...Mulder can be...
stubborn."

	Scully set her jaw and frowned.

	"You said he took the casefile with him?"

	Skinner nodded.

	"Then he's still working on it, now..." her voice trailed off, 
and the tight fist in her stomach wound it's way up into her chest. 
/If he's still able to.../ She tried to think of where he would have 
gone, since he hadn't come to the X-Files office--she remembered 
hearing footsteps in the hallway outside the office door that morning, 
footsteps that she had thought were his, but when she turned to look, 
he hadn't come in. /He must still be down here!/ 

	"I think I know where he is, sir!" she said, then darted 
around Skinner and out the office door. He spun around and took off 
after her, down the hallway. She ran before him, her small heels 
clicking on the cement. She turned her head to look at each of the 
doors as she passed them; all were dark, except for one halfway down 
the hallway. There was a faint light streaming out from under the 
closed door, and she stopped in front of it, rapped lightly on it 
twice.

	"Mulder? Are you in there?"

	Skinner stopped behind her. After a long moment of silence, 
she knocked again.

	"Mulder?"

	Something scraped on the floor inside the room, and a faint-
sounding voice said, "It's open."

	Scully reached down and twisted the doorknob, pushed the old 
door open slowly. Mulder sat behind a small table in the back of the 
small room, holding his face in his hands, his elbows resting on the 
tabletop. He slid his face up slightly, and she felt a sharp pang at 
seeing the utter exhaustion reflected in his eyes as he looked at 
her. The two pencils that he had taken from his desk that morning 
were lying on the table in front of him, as was the yellow pad of 
paper--covered with writing--and an open casefile, it's black-and-
white contents littered about the desk.

	She stepped inside, her eyes searching his as she neared the 
table. He looked at her, begging her to forgive him; to understand. 
She looked away from him, down at the table, at the pictures and the 
scrawls covering the pad, at the suitcoat thrown on the floor behind 
the chair, at the glasses that lay near his elbow, at the darkness in 
the room, and finally she could only draw her eyes back up to his. 
After a long moment of unasked questions suspended between them, she 
reached down and began sliding the pictures and typed sheets back 
into the open folder. Mulder closed his eyes and slid his face back 
down into his hands. He rubbed the bridge of his nose with his 
fingertips and sighed quietly. 

 	"May I ask what happened here?" A voice asked from the 
doorway. 

	Scully looked up, startled, having completely forgotten that 
Skinner was behind her. She turned back to look at Mulder, but he 
merely shook his head in his hands and did not look up. She walked 
over to the doorway where Skinner stood and lowered her voice.

	"I think we both know what happened here, sir. I would like to 
request permission to take Agent Mulder home now, and have him answer 
any questions when he's rested, later."

	Skinner nodded. "Not tonight. But I want you to find out from 
him what happened in the ISU this morning, Scully, and I expect you 
both in my office at eight a.m. sharp tomorrow morning. Understood?"

	"Yes."

	"Very well, then. See that Mulder...is taken care of. I know 
you will. Good night, Agent Scully."

	"Good night, sir."

	Skinner looked past her shoulder at Mulder, looked down at her, 
and then turned heel and left the room. She turned back around and 
walked over to the table. Mulder rubbed his eyes and then looked up 
at her as she came over to stand next to him and clear up the things 
strewn across the table.

	"Scully...I know you're angry at me--"

	"Actually, amazingly enough, Mulder, I'm not. What I am is 
frustrated--and tired, and it's late, and yes, yes I am angry," she 
pushed the last of the pictures into the folder and slapped it shut. 
"What are you doing in here? Why didn't you tell me what happened 
this morning? Why didn't you come right back down to our office when 
you left the ISU, Mulder? Why can't you trust me enough to tell me 
what's wrong with you? Why--oh, I can't talk about this right now. 
You can't talk about this right now. You need rest--Mulder, you look 
horrible."

	Mulder pushed his face back into his hands, his shoulders 
slumped.

	"I'm sorry, Scully," he said, muffled through his fingers. He 
pulled his head up and looked at her, reddened rims and deep lines 
showing under his eyes. "I needed to be alone...I knew I couldn't 
think in the office with you around--"

	"Am I that big of a distraction that you couldn't have just 
told me you wanted peace and quiet and trusted me enough to respect 
that? If you remember, you had me working on mountains of paperwork, 
so we would've been perfect together--you curled up in your corner, 
and me in mine," she scowled, and then sighed, realizing that they 
both were too tired to argue coherently.

 	"It wasn't that, Scully...if anything happened...while I was 
working, I didn't want you to worry."

	"What did you think might happen? You think I wasn't worried, 
not knowing what you had gone through two days ago, and today not 
knowing what you were doing in the ISU? You think it was any easier 
having Skinner come down here and tell me that he didn't know where 
you were, and having him tell me that my partner collapsed up there? 
Mulder, what are you doing to yourself?"

	"Nothing, Scully. I'm just trying to stop another murder from 
happening. Another innocent child from dying."

	She was silent for a long moment, and then she reached down 
behind his chair and picked up the fallen suitcoat. She held it out 
to him.

	"Here."

	He pushed himself to his feet next to her and took the coat 
from her outstretched hand. She picked up on the things on the desk, 
handed him his glasses after he shrugged himself into the suitcoat, 
and then she walked out of the room. She went into the X-Files 
office and dropped the folder and the other things on the desk, 
letting her eyes come to a stop on them.

	Scully was so frustrated; all at once she wanted to hold her 
exhausted partner and let him rest, and then she wanted to yell at 
him for his bull-headedness--but she couldn't begrudge his 
selflessness at putting everything above himself, so stubbornly. He 
was incredibly irritating at times, yet so gentle at others. He 
clung to his work and his ideas with childish intensity, but at the 
most unexpected of times could pull himself back objectively. Now, 
he was wrapped up tightly in solving this series of deaths, so 
tightly that he disregarded his own well-being to pursue it. He was 
working to drive himself to exhaustion despite his own recent 
attack. She wanted to scream and run and stay and cry and be stoic 
all at once. 

	She hated the emotional roller coaster ride this situation was 
sending her on, and snapped when Mulder came up behind her and 
reached past her to pick up the folder that she had just laid down on 
his desk. She slapped his hand away and spun around to scowl at him.

	"No! Leave it be, Mulder!"

	He jumped, surprised at her sudden bark. The skin around his 
eyes tightened in frustration.

	"Scully, I can't leave it! More people will die!"

	"You can *not* keep working on it, Mulder--you are not even well 
enough to stay awake, to think--"

	"Don't say that," he hissed at her. "I can think through this 
just fine. I just need more time!"

	Scully narrowed her eyes, and a sudden hunch about the way that 
he had replied made her turn around at look down at the yellow pad on 
the desk--filled with Mulder's writing. She started when she began 
to read it--it was not filled with the hurried but purposeful writing 
that she had seen in his previous criminal profiles; it was filled 
with aimless sentences, disjointed comments on the pictures, and a 
phrase that was repeated several times on the first page, alone: 
*Can't pull it together!*

	A cold feeling worked it's way down from the back of her neck 
to her stomach, as she scanned the writing, seeing frustrations drawn 
out on the lined page. Swallowing, she turned back to look up at her 
partner, and saw only pleading in his eyes.

	"Please..."

	She set her lips and shook her head, still frustrated, but 
feeling the beginnings of a fear creeping into her mind. Something 
was terribly wrong with her partner. Something more than the beating 
and the memory loss. Something that she had no explanation for.

	"No, Mulder. You're exhausted, you went through a serious 
physical trauma only a little more than forty-eight hours ago, and 
you are definitely not well," she said quietly. He opened his mouth 
to protest, but she plowed on. "Look at yourself, Mulder! What good 
can you be to those people if you can't even stand up without 
shaking! I can't even begin to understand why you spent the entire 
day in that cramped little closet forcing yourself to analyze this 
case, when you *knew* that something was wrong with you."

	"But, Scully--"

	"No! I'm sick of standing helplessly by and watching you 
slowly killing yourself! You can't see past the end of your guilt 
complex and your stubborn idea of being the see-all and end-all of 
answers, Mulder! You are not some tragic hero doomed to self-
sacrifice to save the masses! Stop!"

	She cut off her own words, knowing that they were both tired, 
and that she was snapping at an already-exhausted man. Mulder's own 
resolve to fight his angry partner was slipping away as the strains 
of a long day began to cloud his mind. He closed his eyes and 
sighed.

	"Scully...the whole day...I haven't been able to put anything 
together for the whole day. My mind...is just, I don't know, 
sluggish," he said quietly. "I don't--I can't think fast enough, 
Scully!"

	"You're tired..."

	"No. No, it's not just that." Mulder stopped and opened his 
eyes, unable to define why he had spent the entire day fighting with 
his own mind, fighting to see the connections that had always been so
clear and quick to him before. Before the glaring hole in his memory 
of the previous two days; before his lost memories of Samantha--he 
squeezed his eyes shut, by now used to the responding wave of pain 
whenever he tried to remember his sister. Not only was his mind 
exhausted, so was his body and spirit. Scully reached out to touch 
his arms, and he opened his eyes to reassure her.

	"I'm fine," he said. She eyed him for a moment, and she felt a 
strange combination of humor and fear at his answer. They had each 
become more like the other over their years together--his response 
was an echo of her own false assurances. Both knew that neither of 
them was 'fine'. It was the saying it that kept them both from being 
crushed under the weight--and to keep one another at arm's length.

	"C'mon, we both need to get home, get some sleep. I'm staying 
at your apartment again tonight--I don't like the idea that you're 
still suffering unexplained collapses two days after the fact."

	"I told you, Scully, they're not because of the...beating in my 
apartment."

	"Right, it was the brain-sucking aliens at the mental hospital,"
she caught herself, grimaced. "Oh Mulder, I'm sorry. I'm just...
tired."

	"So'm I."

	"C'mon, then. We're leaving."

	"Two nights in a row at my place, Scully?" He let a small grin 
tug at the corners of his mouth. "You realize how that'll look?"

	She looked at him, her eyes sparkled for a moment.

	"No worse than staying one night will, Mulder. Besides, I 
doubt that anything we do--or don't do--will have a lessening effect 
on the rumor mills. Just the fact that we're alone down here in the 
basement for most of the day is enough for imaginations to run wild."

	Mulder leaned down and whispered in her ear, "Whose 
imaginations?" and she jumped back, startled, eyes wide. She pushed 
her emotions down quickly and set her mouth in a flat line, her 
tiredness returning in full force.

	"Let's go."

	She moved away from him, no room left for argument, and went 
over to her own area. He stood watching her for a moment, battling 
his emotions and cursing himself for not thinking before acting. She 
picked up her things, waited for him to get his, and walked out of 
their office. He stepped out, flipped off the lights, and locked the 
door behind himself, leaving the casefile behind. He sighed and 
followed her down the hallway. 

		**************************

OFFICE OF THE ASSISTANT DIRECTOR
7:55 A.M. 	
	

	Skinner sat forward in his seat behind the commanding oak desk 
and lifted his morning coffee up to take a sip. The memos his 
secretaries had left from last night were stacked in a neat pile on 
the side of his desk, and a pile of manila folders were sitting next 
to his elbow, unopened. They would be looked at, in time, but right 
now was reserved for a few moments of peace, before the day started 
in earnest.	

	He was skimming through a copy of the case that Mulder had 
been called up to the ISU on, the day before. It was descriptions of a 
series of killings, yet another entry into Skinner's list of 
headaches and responsibilities. The ISU agents were putting all of 
their energies into profiling the murderer, but after two months of 
fruitless attempts, they had not managed to arrive at any conclusive 
description, and as a last resort, called Mulder in to help them. 
Now, it seemed, even Mulder, the best criminal profiler that the FBI 
had in its arsenal, was unable to get an edge on the killer. 
Skinner stopped his reading at the picture of the little girl, letting
his thoughts rest on another child whom he had never met, but who had 
affected his own life in countless ways--Samantha Mulder.	

	He sighed and took another sip from the steaming mug, swallowed 
slowly. In less than five minutes, his day would officially begin; 
and two people that he considered more important to him than he 
cared to admit would walk through that side door, to explain to him 
why they were as yet unable to find the killer of this innocent 
little girl. No, no they would speak to more than that--only they 
wouldn't speak with words.	

	He held the mug, cupping it in both hands, and looked towards 
the door that opened into his office from the secretaries' spaces. 
He dreaded this meeting, as he dreaded each of the ones that he knew 
would follow, until--	

	Skinner swung his head back around and lifted the cup to his 
lips, gulping down the rest of the coffee. There was no use thinking 
about the future. The future wasn't set in stone--he refused to 
believe that they could not find a way to help Dana Scully. He 
pushed the thoughts out of his mind and turned to what he could 
control--what he would say to his best team of agents.	

	He wasn't quite sure what to expect, really. Mulder was brilliant, 
though volatile and unpredictable, and he was sure that this situation 
would resolve itself as every other one did, in their volatile and 
unpredictable ways. Yesterday afternoon, Agent Johnson from the ISU had 
reported the facts to him; Skinner set his lips in a straight line. 
Johnson had left his meeting having given the Assistant Director a 
distinct impression of listening to a tattle-telling child, gloating 
over the fall of the teacher's favorite. Skinner had almost physically 
kicked the man out of his office, but had restrained himself at the
last second and settled for a cold "That's all, Agent Johnson." Not 
even a 'thank-you'. The man wasn't worth it.	

	Skinner felt a surge of anger towards those in the Bureau who 
treated Mulder is if he were a lunatic to be ignored, except when they 
wanted to use him to do their work for them. Abruptly, his thoughts 
shifted back to Scully, and her unbending loyalty to her partner. It 
was her faith in him that had begun to turn Skinner's own attitude away 
from the disdain he had once held for the unorthodox agent. Any other 
person would have abandoned Mulder at the first chance--every other 
person *had.* Dana Scully was different, /a woman who doesn't deserve 
the pain she has suffered. Neither of them--/ His thoughts were 
interrupted when the speaker on his desk beeped.	

	"Sir, Agents Mulder and Scully are here to see you."	

	"Thank you. Send them in, please."	

	Skinner put his mug down and flipped the cover of the folder 
closed, then sat back in his chair. He watched the two agents silently 
make their way into the room; Scully coming in first, Mulder close 
behind her, one hand automatically on the small of her back, 
unconsciously guiding her, then removed from her to close the door 
behind them. They walked over to the two seats in front of the desk and 
sat down. Skinner looked at them for a moment, trying to gauge their 
mood, but noticed only that both carried themselves slowly, looking 
somewhat tired. It was becoming normal for them; the combination of 
her cancer and more than four years of fruitless searching wearing down 
on them both. They had uncovered more questions than answers, and 
the answers led them nowhere.

	Scully broke the silence, drawing Skinner out of his thoughts.

	"Sir?"

	"Agents Scully, Mulder, thank you for coming. I assume that 
you have spent some time discussing this situation." Always formal, 
keeping his distance. "To the point: what happened to Agent Mulder 
yesterday?" The two agents shared a quick glance, and then Scully 
cleared her throat and looked down at her lap.

	"Sir, we are currently investigating the reasons behind my 
collapse..." Mulder shifted in his seat, speaking in a clinically-
detached monotone. "I believe that it is the result of post-traumatic 
stress, combined with a lack of sleep, and the added pressure of 
profiling the killer or killers involved in the case I began with the 
VCS yesterday."

	"So you are saying that you're unable to work, Agent Mulder?"

	"No, no sir. What I'm saying is that I am feeling more rested 
this morning, and that I *am* able to work," Mulder replied evenly. 
Scully pressed her lips together in what Skinner could only interpret 
as annoyance. He sat back and steepled his fingers.

	"No, Agent Mulder, what you're saying is that you don't know 
why you collapsed yesterday."

	Mulder was silent, his expression unreadable. Suddenly, Scully 
sat forward in her chair, as if having abruptly come to a decision. 
She looked excited and her eyes were bright--the tiredness was gone.

	"Sir?"

	Skinner nodded for her to speak.

	"I believe that the answers can be found by investigating Agent 
Mulder, sir."

	Mulder started in his chair and Skinner narrowed his eyes.

	"Scully, what are you--" Mulder choked out.

	Scully stood up, suddenly, surprising both of the men.

	"Sir, could I have a word with Agent Mulder for a moment?"

	Skinner quickly regained his demeanor and made a small hand 
motion. Scully started towards the back door of the office that opened 
into the small hallway outside, and Mulder sprang out of his seat to 
follow her. From the look on his face, he obviously didn't know what to 
expect. Skinner's eyes followed them both out of the office. This was 
turning out to be an interesting morning.

		*************************

	Mulder pulled the door shut behind himself, his eyes wide.

	"Scully, what are you doing? Do you realize you just walked us 
out of Skinner's office without a dismissal?"

	"Never mind that, Mulder. I've got an idea."

	"Were you planning this all morning, or did it just occur to you in 
there to cut me off? We never discussed any last-minute outbursts."

	"Oh, Mulder, please. Listen: I was thinking about what you told 
me last night--about your mind being sluggish--"

	"You're acting strangely, Scully," Mulder said, leaning down and 
sniffing at her. She leaned backwards, surprised, her face pulled into a 
questioning glare.

	"*Me?!* What're you *doing,* Mulder?"

	"Just demonstrating to you that my mind is not currently feeling 
sluggish...mmm. I was with you all morning; when did you put that on, 
Scully?" He asked, sniffing at her again.

	"And how does this olfactory exercise demonstrate anything 
about your *mind?*" Scully asked snidely, straightening back up again, 
despite her partner's proximity. "Get your nose out of my hair, Mulder."

	"My nose isn't *in* your hair."

	"As I was trying to say, you were having trouble thinking..."

	"Rose and cinnamon."

	"...about the case--*what?!*"

	"Rose and cinnamon. Your perfume."

	"Mulder, cut it out. I'm trying to finish my thought, here--"

	"Oh, so now *your* mind is feeling sluggish."

	"I know someone I want to slug, right now," Scully muttered. 
Mulder stepped back, hands raised in surrender.

	"Okay, okay. I'm just saying that my mind is most definitely not 
feeling slow at the moment," he said quickly, eyes twinkling at her. 
She colored slightly--he was pleased to notice.

	"My. Thought. Mulder." She said through clenched teeth. 
"Skinner is back in there *waiting* for us."

	"This was *your* idea, Scully."	

	"Mulder!"

	"Fine. So let's hear it."

	He always chose the most inopportune moments to act like a 
ten-year-old. Scully ground her teeth in frustration, then started to 
explain an idea that had been forming in her mind all morning. 		 	

		*************************

	Skinner sat behind the desk, wondering what Scully and Mulder 
were speaking about, when the phone trilled next to his elbow. He 
picked it up.

	"Assistant Director Skinner."

	There was a long breath exhaled on the other end of the line, 
and Skinner stiffened.

	"They spent the last two nights together at Mulder's apartment, 
you know."

	"It's none of my business. I don't care."

	*Click.*

	He put the phone down slowly, his eyes drifting to the closed 
door on the far side of his office.

		*************************

Mulder stood with his arms crossed in front of him, eyebrows 
furrowed, chewing on his bottom lip. He considered all that Scully had 
said, not entirely enthusiastic about the idea she had, as he was a bit 
reluctant to subject himself to being a laboratory rat.

	"So...you want to take me to an old professor friend of yours at 
Quantico to pick my brain. Literally." He looked up at her 
questioningly. "And you think that by approaching this problem I'm 
having medically, you'll be able to figure out how my brain was sucked."

	Scully just gave him a look and continued explaining her idea.

	"In this case, Mulder, I suspect that 'sucked' might be the 
correct term."

	His mouth dropped open slightly.

	"What'm I going to hear next, 'Yes, Mulder, I also think it was 
E.T.'?"

	"No, listen, quickly. We have to get back into the meeting," she 
replied, excitement coloring her voice, ignoring his jab. "It took me a 
while to fall asleep last night on your sticky couch, Mulder, and I 
spent the time turning the articles in that folder--the one you took 
out yesterday morning--around in my head.  "It wasn't just a case of 
all of these people living near one another; they all experienced the 
same symptoms that you speak of: repeated unexplained collapses, loss 
of memory, loss of reasoning power--"

	"Wait. I just said that I *could* think just fine, Scully."

	"Not yesterday, you couldn't. And I noticed that you didn't go 
anywhere near the casefile this morning when we went into the office, 
Mulder."

	"No time before we had to go to see Skinner," he mumbled, 
looking down at his shoes. 

	"That's crock and we both know it, Mulder. I heard you in your 
sleep last night--" Mulder looked up, eyes wide. "--and you were 
trying to *remember* your sister, not reliving the same nightmare you 
have so often." He looked back down at the toes of his shoes again, as 
she continued, in a softer voice. "You've called me in the middle of 
the night often enough to talk about it, and I've heard enough of it 
coming from your hotel room to know that what I heard last night was not 
normal for you."

	She stepped up to him and put her hands on his folded forearms, 
and he looked up slowly up from her fingers to her face, simultaneously
not wanting to hear the truth she spoke and silently thanking whoever 
was God that he had her, the other half of his soul, there to speak it.

	"Mulder, please, let me take you to Professor Abanito. We 
both know that there is more going on here than just post-traumatic 
stress. "

	He closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them to look 
down into hers. Her eyes traveled involuntarily over the fading bruises 
on his cheek, and then she looked up at him.

	Scully felt somehow lighter when he nodded.

		************************ 

	When they walked back into the office, Mulder caught a rather 
odd look on Skinner's face for a brief moment, and then it was replaced 
by the A.D.'s normal unreadable expression. They sat down across from 
him, and Scully explained her thoughts and proposal to Skinner, who 
gave a slow nod, and listened silently throughout her speech. When she 
was finished, Skinner ordered them to take the next three days off to 
pursue this avenue of investigation, and to let him know as soon as 
possible what the results of the testing were. After they walked out of 
the office, the two agents left Skinner to his own thoughts and questions, 
and those plagued him for the rest of the day. 

	That phone call hadn't meant anything. He didn't care.

		*************************
ELECTRO-ENCEPHALOGRAPHIC LABORATORY
QUANTICO MILITARY INSTALLATION
11:30 A.M. 


	"I can't believe I'm letting you do this to me, Scully," Mulder said 
petulantly, scratching at the edges of the adhesive goop that Professor 
Nathan Abanito had dabbed onto his forehead over both of his 
eyebrows and at various strategic points around his skull. 

	The goop felt cold on his skin, and the sensation wasn't helped 
by the fact that his hair was dripping wet and the stitches on the back of 
his neck were itching furiously. He knew that meant they were healing, 
but the knowledge didn't alleviate his irritation. He was lying on his back 
on a padded table, not terribly comfortable, and he craned his neck to
 look over at his partner. Scully was just sitting on the counter across 
from him, and he swore he could see a little smile on her face. 
Frightening woman.

	"It's the only way to get to the cause of your collapses, Mulder. 
Doctor Abanito has some interesting new methods that he wants to try 
out for graphing and mapping the brain, so just sit still and bear it."

	"I don't want to sit still--this stuff is *cold,* Scully."

	"It gives that sensation, Mr. Mulder, because it contains about 
eighteen percent ethyl alcohol, to clean the skin so the sensors won't be 
contaminated. Please put your head back down," Abanito walked 
around him and pushed another lead onto the side of his head, above his 
ear. Mulder had the sudden urge to start shaking his head like a dog, 
spraying the impassive Abanito and that smug little redhead of his 
partner with water and goopy adhesive. He repressed it.

	"So, what are you going to zap me with?"

	"We won't be 'zapping' you with anything Mr. Mulder. We'll 
simply be taking readings on the electrical output of your brain's 
functions and mapping them with a computer program to form a three-
dimensional energy-level reading of your brain."

	"Doctor Abanito, how long will this process take?" Scully slid 
forward on the counter slightly, her short legs hanging over the edge, 
gently swinging unconsciously back and forth.

	"What, do you have a date, Scully?" Mulder smirked.

	"Well, the preliminary setup has to be calibrated to his 
wavelengths--you said you have an eidetic memory, Mr. Mulder?"

	"Just 'Mulder', please. And yeah--unfortunately."

	"I suppose there are drawbacks, uh, Mulder, but the abilities you 
have! I am very interested in the readings that your brain will give us. 
Even now, with our technology, we still don't have any idea how the 
'photographic' memories can store information with such accuracy. It is 
a rare ability, and it goes a long way towards explaining your success 
in the VCS as an FBI criminal profiler."

	"And my reputation," Mulder muttered. Scully looked at him, 
and he turned back to the dark-skinned professor. "So how long did 
you say it would take?"

	"The preliminary calibration will only take about five minutes, 
then the electro-encephalogram--the EEG--will take about two hours. 
After that, we'll run six or seven tests, depending on how much more 
data we need to accumulate before we can establish a theory about your 
symptoms, and we'll be done. I'd say no more than eight or nine hours."

	"I'm going to have to lay on this thing for *eight hours*?!" Mulder 
whined, shooting a glare at Scully. She pushed herself off of the 
counter and walked around behind his head to stand on the other side of 
the table.

	"What are you complaining about? People do it every night."

	"At least *they* can move their heads, Scully," he grimaced at her, 
and fought the urge to reach back and itch the stitches. If he did, he'd 
probably knock some wire or another and screw up the whole thing.

	"You'll only be laying here for two hours. Then the next six are 
spent recording your output while you do various tests."

	"Why do you look so happy?"

	Scully rolled her eyes. She was feeling anything but happy. She 
had told him about the deaths and the comatose patients that morning on 
the way to the Bureau, and he had listened silently. She couldn't 
understand his attitude right now; he seemed to be acting like an 
irritated child, not the serious man who knew that this process could 
save his life. The memories of his painful struggle last night were 
stingingly fresh in her mind, his cries to remember his own sister's 
face--a face that had haunted his dreams in achingly clear detail since 
the night she was taken from him. 

	She felt a small pang; she would give anything to see Mulder 
content and happy with his life, freed from the grinding pain and a burden 
too heavy for him to carry. In their four and a half years together, she 
had watched a idealistic and excited young man become weighted down, 
weary, and cynical, fighting demons that tore at his mind, spirit, and 
body with unrelenting brutality. She felt helpless against the horrors 
he carried with him; and she knew he felt likewise about her--her cancer 
ate away at him as steadily as it bit into her own body. 

	She looked across at Abanito, who was fiddling with the last of 
the leads. He finished his movements next to Mulder's head and 
straightened up, then reached up and pulled a moving arm with a light 
fixture on the end of it down from the ceiling. He positioned it directly 
over Mulder's eyes and fiddled with it for a second, then smiled benignly 
down at Mulder's wet and itchy face.

	"Just lie still and relax, Mr. Mulder. Please close your eyes."

	Mulder took a deep breath and glanced over towards Scully, 
who had moved behind the glass in the other room, and was standing 
behind a row of monitors and computer screens, waiting for Abanito to 
join her. He no longer had to perform a lighthearted dance for her and 
he felt the heaviness returning to rest on his chest. He turned his head 
back up and looked at the metal arm hanging over his head, then closed 
his eyes, Scully's words from their car ride that morning ringing in his 
ears. 

	/"They're all dead, Mulder. Except for five...and they're all in a 
coma."/

		*************************
1:25 P.M.


	Scully looked up from the EEG needle moving placidly back and 
forth along the sheet of paper and let out a small sigh. She moved 
across the small space filled with computers, pieces of paper, and 
various graphing equipment, and stood next to the glass window between 
her and the room Mulder was in, watching the light flashing rapidly 
onto her partner's closed eyelids. Mulder was lying quietly on the 
table--Abanito had told him to try not to think about anything; 
sleeping was preferable. Scully had raised her eyebrows at that 
comment, knowing that Mulder asleep was often more volatile than Mulder 
awake, but she trusted her partner enough to know that he would follow 
Abanito's instructions as well as he could. Watching him now, she 
doubted that he was actually sleeping. The readings on the EEG 
suggested that he was thinking, but not about anything stressful. She 
couldn't help but wonder what it was.  

	"How's it coming?" she asked quietly, walking over to stand next 
to Abanito, who was writing a series of notes down on a pad of paper. 
He looked up when she sat down on the rolling stool next to him.

	"Five and half more minutes. He settled down quickly, much to 
my relief."

	Scully nodded and looked back through the glass again. She 
had to echo Abanito's statement; Mulder had been skittish, even for 
him. For most of the past four days, since he had returned from his 
jaunt in Virginia, he had been weary and less willing to talk than 
usual. She hoped that they would be able to find out what he was 
suffering from. She wanted him back.

	"He's your partner, isn't he?"

	She looked around, startled out of her reverie. After a moment 
of her former professor's steady gaze, she turned back to looking out 
through the glass. She had always found Abanito to be honest, and to 
expect the same honesty from his students--and his former students. 
When she had taken his neurology course to complete her requirements 
at Quantico, they had formed a kind of friendship during that semester, 
and then later, during one of her early autopsies, when she turned to 
him again for his professional knowledge. 

	"Yes."

	She replied without turning her head. She had the feeling that 
Abanito would see that she and Mulder were closer than just work 
partners. He could probably see that without her looking directly at him; 
during her months of working with him, she had found him to be eerily 
perceptive at times. His quiet, assured demeanor had been a strength 
for her, someone who would listen without speaking meaningless words 
in reply. When the whole painful situation with Jack Willis had come to 
an end, Abanito hadn't turned his nose up, like so many others in the 
school had. It had been a humiliating thing for her relationship with her 
own instructor to be exposed, and for her to be the one to suffer for it. 
When Abanito returned her exam the next afternoon, a scripture verse 
had been written next to her grade: *Psalm 40.*

	   It had taken her a few moments to recognize what it was--the 
'40' had scared her half to death, until she realize it *wasn't* the 
grade--and when she went back to her apartment, it took her another half 
an hour before she could find the Bible that her parents had given to 
her as a Confirmation present. It was stuffed in a box in the back of 
her closet, and she felt a slight pang of guilt--the old Catholicism 
that she had left behind to live a purely scientific, rational, and 
interesting life as a medical student. To her surprise, the psalm was 
not a condemning one--she had read it again and again, and for those 
few minutes after the pain of the storm, she found peace.

	"What's bothering you, Dana?"

	Scully sighed and shook her head. Abanito put down his pencil 
and looked through the glass with her. She knew what he was probably 
thinking--that she had made the same mistake again, that she was involve
d with her professional partner in an unprofessional way. She pressed 
her lips together and fought back a rush of emotions, looking at Mulder's 
still form. She had never had a closer friend, and she swore that she 
would never do anything to jeopardize that friendship. No matter what 
past record of mistakes she had made. She was an accomplished 
medical doctor now, not an unsteady young college student grasping for 
a man and his approval.

	"Does he know about your cancer?"

	She started, not prepared for the question, and belatedly realized 
that Abanito wasn't thinking as she expected him to. He never had--he 
was always different; real. 

	"How do you know about it?"

	Abanito looked down at his pad of notes for several seconds, 
then back up to her. 

	"Dana Scully is a brilliant pathologist; even now at the Academy, 
you are a remembered name... I found out about your hospitalization
from my wife--Antoinette was one of your attending nurses, Dana. She 
was doing her residency in Allentown last year, until a position opened 
up here at GW, and we'd drive to see each other on the weekends. One
night several months ago she called me and asked me to pray for a 
young woman--she described you, without speaking your name, and I 
knew. When I heard a cafeteria rumor a few days later, it just 
confirmed it."

	"Yes, he knows. And he blames himself for it. Even I--" Scully 
took in a deep breath and let it out slowly. She looked down at her 
hands, feeling tiredness seeping into her bones. "Sometimes I have felt 
a fleeting shock of anger at him--he's so bull-headed at times, Abanito.  
But then, my rational side gets back ahold of me, and I know that I 
can't blame him. I...I don't know..."

	"I will keep you in my prayers, both of you."

	Scully looked up at the man sitting across from her, feeling 
sincerely grateful for such a promise. He smiled and she felt some part 
of the weight lifting off of her tired shoulders.

	"Thank you, Abanito."

	"Oh, don't thank me--thank God," he chuckled, and looked 
over at the monitor next to his head. "Ahhh, it's almost--right...now." 
The timer went off next to them, and the computer beeped its agreement. 
Scully pushed herself up.

	"I'll go wake him up."

	"It's time for lunch--I'm going to order in. What are you in the 
mood for? Chinese? Pizza?"

	"Let me go ask Mulder--after all, he's the one who has to eat 
with all those wires attached to his head."

	"You have a point."

	Scully walked out of the cramped little room to awaken her 
partner.

		*************************
8:50 P.M.

	The egg rolls had come and gone, and the uninspired plain 
cheese pizza for dinner had been finished only two hours ago, leaving the 
empty box with it faint grease stains folded and lying propped up next to 
the small wastebasket. Scully sat back and stretched her arms out 
behind her head, yawning widely, her short sleeves sliding down to her 
shoulders. 

	"Are we done?"

	"Finally." Abanito was sitting in front of his computers, collating 
all of his data, and combining the results of the previous seven hours' 
worth of tests into one massive file that the software would use to build 
its model of Mulder's brain from. He was going to be hunched in front 
of the three computer screens, his fingers flying over the keyboard and 
flicking the mouse, for another several minutes.

	"Is it all right if I go out and get Mulder cleaned up, now?"

	"Yeah, that's fine," Abanito mumbled from his perch, his eyes 
running up and down the rows and columns of readings. "I'll call you 
both in here when I get this thing where I want it. Ten, fifteen minutes, 
max."

	"He needs to wash out his hair, do you have any--"

	"Second drawer down, middle cupboard under the counter. 
Warm water first, to dissolve the adhesive, then whatever else he wants. 
Don't worry about getting the sensor tips wet--they'll dry off."

	"Okay, thanks."

	Abanito was lost in his typing again. 

	Scully walked out of the cramped area and into the room that 
Mulder had been sitting, pacing, writing, reading, reciting, memorizing, 
and mumbling incoherently in for the past seven hours. They had pushed 
the EEG equipment off to the side of the room after lunch, and the 
padded cushions had been pulled off to make a flat tabletop in the 
middle, for the written testing. Mulder was currently sitting before it, 
staring aimlessly into space. She came up behind him in her stockinged 
feet--having long since removed her heels--and gave his back a little rub 
with her palm, a weak apology for the long day she had made him 
endure. 

	He dropped his head down, relaxed, ignoring the slight sting of 
the stitches. Anything was worth enduring for a few moments of having 
Scully next to him, her warm hand on his back. Seven hours of 
answering questions, imagining scenarios, performing memory exercises, 
and wearing his mind into what felt like a heavy lump of weight inside his 
head...several times he had forgotten the wires were attached, 
unfortunately reminded when he went to reach up and itch a spot, only to 
find it covered with something other than hair. 

	Twice, his thoughts had strayed to Samantha, and he had 
stopped his movements and dropped like a stone into the chair to hold 
his aching head, until the pain drifted away. On the last test, the 
inductive reasoning questions, his mind had refused to yield up answers 
that he knew should have been simple otherwise. In that whole last forty 
minutes, he had only managed to answer three questions. The answers 
had come to him, but slowly, trickling into his conscious like reluctant 
rivulets of seawater, salty and stinging in their emergence. Now all that 
he wanted to do was lie here with his arms on the table, his head 
drooped forward, eyes closed in relative peace while those small, sure 
hands rubbed over his shoulders.

	His head itched and he tried to ignore it, but the skin protested 
louder, and he put his fingers up to scratch the spot--only to run his 
fingers into the adhesive and wire stuck there. He sighed in frustration, 
and lifted up his head. Scully's hands pulled away, leaving his skin 
feeling cooler under the cotton shirt. 

	"C'mon, we need to clean that guck out of your hair."

	She walked around the table he was leaning on. She pulled the 
shampoo out of the cupboard and found a folded towel. Mulder pushed 
himself out of the chair and walked over to the counter she was putting 
everything on, next to the large sink with the high, hospital-style 
faucet. The wires were long enough to accommodate the movement, but he 
would be happy when they were gone entirely, and he could give his 
whole scalp a good scratch.

	Scully turned on the water, letting it run over her fingers for a 
moment, until she was satisfied, then gently pulled Mulder over to the 
front of the sink.

	"Roll up your sleeves," she instructed, inspecting the sensors and 
adhesive, considering the fastest--and gentlest--way to pull them off. 
Mulder's hair had dried from the wet, dripping strands into a slightly 
wavy mass of uncombed brown, punctuated only by the evenly-spaced 
sensors. He looked like a modern-day Medusa, with red-and-white 
wires instead of snakes curling about his head. She suppressed an 
uncharacteristic giggle at the sudden analogy, and turned back to 
checking the running water again. 

	"I'm done," Mulder said, finishing rolling up his sleeves and trying 
vainly not to start tearing out the wires and scratching like a dog with 
fleas. Scully lifted up her hands and guided his head down under the 
faucet. The water felt wonderful, running all over his skin, and 
Scully's ministrations weren't hurting the situation, either. He felt 
sure he would fall asleep at that exact moment, if only he knew he 
wouldn't drown in the sink if he did. One by one, she pulled off the 
sensors and lined them up on the counter next to her, washed the 
remaining bits of adhesive out of his hair. The warm water softened 
and then dissolved the mixture, until her fingers had pushed out the 
last bits and Mulder had almost dozed off about half a dozen times. 

	Scully finished cleaning out Mulder's hair, not letting herself 
think about anything but the process at hand. She was tired, and she 
didn't feel like dealing with such petty and annoying things as the 
little prickling emotions that kept making her swallow when she looked 
down at her partner's face, his eyes closed and his expression so 
peaceful and content under the stream of water running over her hands 
and his hair. Years seemed to have washed away from his face, lines 
smoothing out, tightness relaxing. She was inwardly startled to 
remember that he was only thirty-three; at times he seemed to her ages 
older. /Adhesive--wash out the adhesive. He's too exhausted to do it 
himself. Get that bit, there...straighten the strands, tug the lead 
off.../

	Without consciously thinking about it, she suddenly found herself 
picking up the towel from next to him on the counter and turning off the 
water, having finished rinsing the adhesive and the shampoo from his 
hair. She hadn't even remembered putting the shampoo in, but there 
were the suds, quickly disappearing down into the sink, and the towel in 
her hands. She touched his shoulder, tentatively, and he pulled away 
from the sink slowly, his eyes still closed. She unfolded and draped the 
towel over his darkened, wet hair and he straightened up, rubbed his 
head to dry it.

	Scully let out a long breath and Mulder opened his eyes to look 
down at her from within the edges of the towel. In silence, he watched 
her turn back to the counter and clean up, put away the bottle, gather 
up the leads, wipe down the countertop with a paper towel. She moved 
slowly, her actions thorough and deliberate, cleaning the area of any 
remaining suds or specks. She walked away to fit the wires back into 
their proper slots on the carrier, and he bent over give his head a good 
rubbing. It no longer itched anywhere, a glorious feeling compared to 
the nine agonizing hours before it.

		*************************
9:05 P.M.

	"What we have, here--" Abanito pointed to a bluish-tinged spot 
on the screen, "--is one of the two areas that I've pinpointed as 
possible reasons why you're experiencing these blackouts."

	Mulder was exhausted, but he summoned the energy from some 
reserves and looked at the spots Abanito was indicating. It was a 
rather odd feeling to be looking at his brain in a three-dimensional, 
moving computer representation, complete with a 16-million-color 
mapping to indicate the changing energy levels he used for various 
tasks. The image had clearly delineated the lobes of his brain, and 
Scully was busy studying the colors in each lobe. From his 
psychologist's training, he had a basic working knowledge of the brain, 
but as his own brain wasn't functioning too smoothly at the moment, he 
didn't bother to try and remember anything significant. Visions of 
falling asleep on the car ride home kept floating through his mind...

	"--and you mentioned two main things in our interview this 
morning--"

	"Seems likes ages ago," Mulder murmured. Scully rubbed his 
shoulder for a moment, knowing that he needed sleep. So did she, for 
that matter. But it would wait until after they found out--or at least 
gathered some idea--of what had happened to him.

	"Yes...we have been here for hours," Abanito took off his 
glasses and rubbed the bridge of his nose for a moment, then replaced 
them. "Only a few more minutes, and then we can all go home. At least 
for now."

	"I see the blueish-red areas you indicated, Abanito--and from 
what I understand, those two lobes have damaged cellular tissue," Scully 
said, frowning.

	"Hence, they're not producing at the level of synaptic energy that 
they should be," Abanito nodded, and tapped a key to turn the image 
around. "Here, and here. What I find significant is that you mentioned 
this morning, Mulder, than you have noticed two main problems, as the 
testing showed quantitatively: your inductive reasoning abilities are
 seriously stunted, and you are having trouble remembering your sister. 
Is that correct?"

	Mulder looked down at his hands, feeling a tightness well up in 
his chest, and he swallowed, then nodded. "Whenever I try...
inadvertently or on purpose, I end up with a wave of pain. It eventually 
passes...but there's still an ache there," he rubbed a spot on the back 
of his head.

	"What do you mean, 'there'? You can actually feel it's 
placement?" Abanito asked. Mulder nodded, and Abanito frowned 
thoughtfully, swiveling back to look at the computer screen. He tapped 
a few keys, and the image disappeared to a list of rows of numbers. 
Scully's jaw dropped slightly, and after a long moment, Abanito tapped a 
key, replacing the screen with another row of numbers. It looked like 
gibberish to Mulder's tired mind, and he didn't like the shocked 
expression on Scully's face.

	"What? What is it?" 

	"Mulder--your synapses...in just these two areas of your parietal 
and occipital lobes, the energy-level readings are nearly non-existent..." 
Scully trailed off, her voice hoarse. Abanito broke his gaze away from 
the screen of numbers and cleared his throat when he saw the frightened 
look on Mulder's face.

	"It's not as bad as Dana's making it out to be--her interpretation 
is correct, but from the image the computer created--" he tapped a key 
and the 3-D image reappeared, "the visual association area--the one 
your memories of your sister would be stored in--is, well...the synaptic 
connections seem to be reforming, a few of them at least. That's 
completely amazing, that your mind is able to do that after incurring 
such a trauma. How did this happen, anyway? This type of energy drain 
is highly selective; it doesn't happen spontaneously, and there's no 
evidence here to indicate you have an infection or a virus..." Abanito 
trailed off in thought.

	"What about the reasoning area?" Mulder managed to ask.

	"The gnostic area--" Scully pointed to the second blueish-red 
spot, "--that's also called the 'common integrative area', or where you 
put together your thoughts--it's energy-level readings are definitely 
below norms, but from the data here, it also seems to be repairing 
itself, very slowly, but it's healing." Scully let out a breath and 
turned to look at him, shook her head. "I can't even begin to 
understand how your mind could do that, but it is."

	"Amazing, just amazing..." Abanito broke out of his mumbling 
and turn to look at Mulder. "By all rights, you should be in a coma 
right now."

	Both Mulder and Scully started at that statement. They shared a 
look, remembering their conversation that morning, and then Mulder 
turned back to Abanito.

	"A coma?!" Mulder whispered. "Why aren't I?"

	"I honestly don't know," Abanito shook his head. "The only--
slightly unorthodox--guess that I could make is that it is somehow 
related to the powerful abilities of your eidetic brain. Your mind is 
repairing itself, Mr. Mulder, and I suggest that you get as much rest 
as possible for the next few days. I want you to come back in a week 
and have another EEG done. Dana said that you have had them done in 
the past, and we can compare the older readings to what you have now, 
so we know about when to judge that you're fully ready to return to 
work."

	"I can't leave that case behind while I sleep out the week in my 
apartment," Mulder protested, albeit weakly. He really couldn't let the 
serial killings continue and just rest in bed, but he was so tired at 
this point that all he could think of was falling asleep. 

	"We'll work something out, Mulder," Scully said quietly. She 
knew he was fighting to stay awake, but that he was serious about the 
profile. "Tomorrow."

	Mulder recognized his body's needs, and acquiesced. "One 
week from today, then. Ten in the morning, again?"

	"Yes," Abanito replied, watched as Mulder slipped on the edge 
of the stool, then righted himself. "You need to go home. Both of you. 
If I find anything else, I'll include it in my message tomorrow morning. 
Now scram."

	Mulder dragged himself up and Scully slung her bag over her 
shoulder.

	"Thanks for everything, Professor Abanito," Mulder said, 
sticking out his hand. Abanito smiled and shook it firmly.

	"You're welcome. Now please follow my advice and get some 
sleep, okay?"

	Scully smiled tiredly and took Mulder's arm. He let her lead him 
out, and Abanito watched them leave through the lab, walking out 
slowly. Mulder's hand rested lightly on Dana's back, and then the door 
swung closed behind them. The professor spoke a quiet prayer for the 
pair, and then went back to analyzing the data.

		************************* 

	/"I'm hungry."/

	/"Oh, shush."/

	/"I am!"/

	/"We all are, Jo. Your whining isn't helping anything."/

	/"Why can't we go look for something to eat?"/

	/"Because we have enough from our last meal to ration out for
 another week. We don't need to go out yet."/

	/"You're just afraid."/

	/"Jo..."/

	/"Oh, stop arguing, both of you. We've gone over this ten times 
before--it takes too much energy to find enough again!"/

	/"So, what, we're just going to sit here and ration out the little 
bit that's left until we all wither away?"/

	/"We do need to find something before we run out, Bertha."/

	/"We'll just eat little bits and pieces and we won't do anything 
too strenuous."/

	/"Peg, I'm sick of just sitting here and waiting for the nurses to 
come and stick me back in bed, where I wait for them to come and take 
me back out again. Sometimes they forget to turn us towards the 
windows, and then we're stuck looking at a boring wall all day long. 
I'm bored...and I'm hungry."/

	/"Perhaps...we should just make a little trip."/

	/"Sarah, I thought we had decided last time after Fox not to suck 
anyone dry again."/

	/"We didn't suck him dry, Peg."/

	/"That's only because we didn't have enough room to store the 
energy."/
	
	/"I'm so hungry I could eat him whole!"/

	/"Jo!"/

	/"Well I could!"/

	/"You can no more do that than you could have eaten a horse 
when your body was able to eat on it's own, Jo, and you know it."/

	/"Then we'll keep him quiet for a little while, have bits at a 
time, go out and have some fun again!"/

	/"No...please...Jo, Bertha! You promised not to do it again."/

	/"We were full and we wanted to shut you up, Peg."/

	/"Oh, Jackie, that was mean!"/

	/"You're a weak-minded fool, Peg. You never should have been 
allowed to join us."/

	/"I'm just as much your sister as everyone else is!"/

	/"Oh, both of you, shush!"/

	/"Well, I'm hungry, Bertha, and I want to go out and find some 
food."/

	/"I'm hungry too, Bertie."/

	/"Me too."/

	/"So'm I."/
	
	/"I know...we've had to lower the rations. It's not enough but to 
keep us connected and alive. We can't do anything."/

	/"Exactly!"/

	/"Oh, shut up, Jo."/

	/"You shut up!"/

	/"Peg, leave Jo alone. And Bertha's right. What use is it to any 
of us if we can't do anything? We might as well separate and let our 
bodies die."/

	/"Then we need to go out again."/

	/"Only Fox. He has enough for us to live for a long time and 
have fun again!"/

	/"No! You remember what we drew from him!"/

	/"Yes! Lots and lots!"/

	/"Jo...you felt it all, didn't you? All of the rejection and pain 
that came with the energy? Didn't you? Well, don't ignore me! Didn't 
you?!"/

	/"It doesn't matter...that went away."/

	/"Sarah, it hurt! It wasn't like usual, with little people and 
little problems--his pain stung us! It wasn't like feeling an 
insecurity about paying a bill--it hurt! I was aching for hours 
afterward."/

	/"You're always overemotional anyways, Peg."/

	/"What about you, Bertie?"/

	/"I...think that I'm sick and tired of sitting here calculating 
how long we have left at our current rations. I want to do something 
again."/

	/"But it's wrong! ...don't you all look at me like that."/

	/"Why protest now, Peg? After all these years? If you don't 
want to be involved, why don't you just separate and ease your 
conscience and die by yourself? We're hungry."/

	/"Yes, why don't you? That'll be more ration for the rest of us."/

	/"If I wasn't here to stop you all, you'd have no conscience!"/

	/"Oh, blast it all, Peg! What do you think you are, some kind of 
saint or something? You've done your share of Reaches."/

	/"I--I didn't like it."/

	/"Hah. You ate with as much gusto as the rest of us. So come 
off your high pedestal, and help us figure out a way to get the fox 
back."/

	/"And his pretty partner, the sailor-girl."/

	/"We shouldn't have given her energy back."/

	/"We made a deal, Jo. We don't shirk on deals."/

	/"He made a deal with us...and now I want to collect the rest."/

	/"But we only dealt for the part we took."/

	/"Peg, you sap, he didn't know that. We could've sucked him 
dry right there, and he wouldn't have been able to stop us."/

	/"JO!"/

	/"Jo, you saw how much control he had. He knew us! If he 
fought, at all, we would have been torn apart!"/

	/"We didn't know then how to hold control--we know now. 
We can all control him."/

	/"There are eight of us. And only one of him."/

	/"And the sailor-girl?"/

	/"She'll come along...an after-dinner snack."/

	/"I hate you all. I hate what we're doing."/

	/"Peg, just separate, all right? Just leave."/

	/"I can't let you shut me out. I may not be able to reenter. I'm 
tired."/

	/"We all are--that's why we're doing this. To live, and have fun 
again."/

	/"Bertha, we've outlived ourselves. Longer than we deserved."/

	/"Speak for yourself, Peg. I'm hungry."/

	/"How could we get him back? We don't have the energy to do 
another Reach."/

	/"So we touch some ninny here in the hospital, Sarah, and use 
them to do a Reach."/

	/"No!"/

	/"If you haven't figured it out by now, Peg, we're not listening to 
you."/

	/"Bertie, tell Jo to stop being so mean!"/

	/"Peg, you've said your piece. If you can suggest a better, more 
saintly way to find energy, we're listening. ...I didn't think so. So 
let's see...if we can't do a Reach, what can we do?"/

	/"What do we know about them?"/

	/"They work for the government investigating...heh...aliens and 
freaks like us."/

	/"Sarah, you goose! I've got it!"/

	/"What?"/

	/"Listen! We know that the government won't budge a foot 
unless there are dead bodies strewn all over the place..."/

	/"Stupid Louis County cops!"/

	/"Not now, Anna--"/

	/"They didn't care none about my Bill! He was shot down in 
cold blood, and what did them nincompoops do? They shows up at my 
door and says 'Oh, we's sorry, but you's husband was shot i't'head with 
a piece a buckshot and we don' know who dun it!' And I's jus' s'posed 
to sit and cry?! I's gonna cry! I's gonna cry bloody murder, tha's 
wha'!"/

	/"Anna, not again, please..."/

	/"...I's gonna cry bloody murder and take my own piece o' 
buckshot 'tils I find that..."/

	/"So, Jo, what was your idea?"/

	/"This: if we litter this place with dead bodies...and we don't 
make it obvious how they died...the two of them will come out here to 
investigate!"/

	/"Brilliant! It's so simple!"/

	/"...and I's gonna scour the countryside..."/	

	/"And we can use the bodies' energy to have a little bit of fun 
until he comes, Bertie."/

	/"No...if we want to control him this time, we will need the extra 
strength. No fun, Jo."/

	/"But I want to--"/

	/"I can't believe you all are planning to do this."/

	/"...an' when I finds that cow pie, I's gonna shoot 'im through 
'n' through with my buckshot, 'til he's so full o' holes..."/

	/"Oh, stop whining, Peg."/

	/"No...no..."/

	/"...and then I's gonna end this and go see Bill i't'sky."/

		*************************
INTERSTATE 339
ONE MONTH LATER
FRIDAY, 4:20 P.M.

	"Scully! Answer answer answer!" Mulder punched the redial 
button on his cel phone and put it back to his ear. "What are you 
doing?" 

	He blared his horn at the snailing driver in front of him. The 
phone beeped an unremitting metallic busy signal in his ear, and he 
pulled it away to look at its little display screen. NOT RESPONDING it 
shined innocently at him. He decided to give the horn another pound 
for good measure. The little car ahead of him continued its slow 
crawl, deaf to all protests. Of course, the highway crew would pick 
today to close off the other two lanes for repaving.

	"Oh, c'mon! You're going twenty-five in a forty-mile-an-hour 
stretch! Why does this happen to me? Ah! Finally!"

	The turnoff for the last ten-minute stretch of the drive to 
Quantico crawled up, and as soon as he was free of the little car, he 
shot off down the exit ramp, ignoring the bright yellow sign demanding 
a speed limit of twenty-five, and skipped to a stop at the intersection. 
Quantico Military Base was in a nice area of Virginia, relatively flat, 
but surrounded by forests. The last ten minutes wouldn't be nearly as 
stressful as the first forty had been. The drive between D.C. and 
Quantico was only supposed to be forty minutes, but somehow Fate always 
dropped a slow car directly in front of him when he was in a hurry.

	Mulder put his cel phone back in his coat pocket with a sigh, 
and glanced down at the folder on the seat next to him while he drove a 
few miles over the speed limit as he flew down the road. It felt good to 
be doing something active again, even if it was just driving fast on 
quiet road. He'd spent the last month puttering around the office and 
his apartment, doing dreaded things like cleaning his kitchen and 
reorganizing the X-Files; things that didn't require a strenuous amount 
of cognitive activity.

	The morning after Mulder and Scully's time spent with Professor 
Abanito, Skinner had somehow gotten wind of the results--how, Mulder 
wasn't sure he wanted to know. Oftentimes, Skinner was a shadowy 
ally, but Mulder had seen enough of the man to know that he was
honorable, however by-the-book he insisted on being. The A.D. 
respected him, and he respected the A.D. They left it at that.

	Skinner had immediately pulled Mulder off of the ISU case and 
issued a mandatory leave of absence for a week, until Abanito's follow-
up results were in. It was just as well; Mulder had been so exhausted 
for the day afterward that he'd barely been able to get up to go to the 
bathroom for a good part of the day. His mind had reacted to the stress 
of testing and had taken it out on his body; traitorous as it was. 

	The added pressure of finding the serial killer was removed three 
days later; Scully came by his apartment--well, actually, sat on his 
apartment building's front steps to wait for him to come back from his 
jogging--and told him that the men had been caught when the last victim 
had managed to call 911 on her cel phone before she passed out. The 
police traced the phone call, found her, and captured the men fitting her 
description two blocks down, developing pictures of she and her 
daughter in their false electrician's van.

	For the next three weeks, not only had Skinner assigned him to 
desk work and transcribing the tedious hours of surveillance tapes, but 
the paranormal branch of the universe had also decided to lay low for a 
while--or at least, it didn't come slithering over the office doorstop. 
He couldn't find a single new case to shirk the transcribing for, and 
had instead spent the hours that he had escaped tape duty reorganizing 
and refiling the X-Files, and writing up ambiguous closing reports to 
several outstanding cases.

	One night, he visited the Lone Gunmen--and had been treated to 
a meal out with cheese steaks for four--they spent most of the evening 
trying to convince him to write a few articles for |The Speeding Bullet,| 
under a pseudonym. He'd then occupied the next afternoon in the 
basement office writing a little piece on abductions and implants, and 
emailed it to them, before spending twenty minutes debating whether or
not he should call Scully on her way home from Quantico.

	 Because of his temporary desk-agent status, they had both 
opted to keep the X-Files on stand-by until Mulder could be officially 
reinstated back to work. She wanted the break, anyway, and the 
Quantico pathology department was only too happy to have her teach a 
course on the identification of parasitic organisms. She was also 
temping for a few of the full-time professors, teaching a pathology lab 
here orthere. She stopped by the Bureau every few days to check on 
things, but most of the past month had been spent at Quantico--a two-
hour drive back and forth, but Mulder never heard her complain.

	To be completely honest, Mulder missed having her around. He
knew her routine, and he knew that he could call her at almost any time--
oh, how sentimental to want to hear her voice, what a sap he was 
becoming--but it did feel just a bit empty in that dark basement, down 
there alone. He could imagine his quest for the truth was a high and 
lonely destiny, or some other such nonsense, but no amount of 
romanticizing could remove the pile of unfinished case reports or the 
thirty hours' worth of completely inane surveillance chatter that Skinner 
had assigned him to finish transcribing by the end of the week.

	He was reading the Washington Post this morning--well, 
actually, the Sports section and the obituaries--and he came across a 
double death a few towns away, in Linsenton, found at the Gregson 
Mental Health Clinic, with "the cause of death has not been determined" 
tagged at the bottom. He smiled. Right up Scully's alley. After 
calling the area police and finding out that five people had recently 
died under unusual circumstances at the Clinic, Mulder's X-File sense 
started tingling. 

	He got faxes of the autopsy and police reports, and worked up a 
perfect theory to explain the deaths... He tried calling her, but her cel 
phone was turned off. She was most likely in a class, so he grabbed the 
reports and took off for Quantico, to find her in person. Now here he 
was, driving across the state line into Virginia like a giddy teenager, 
finally able to do something with himself. He felt vaguely like he had 
left something behind, but the sensation subsided as he pulled into the 
lot and gathered up the folder, looking forward to working with his 
partner again.
		*************************
OFFICE OF THE ASSISTANT DIRECTOR
4:35 P. M.


	"Thanks, Shirley. Please hold my calls for a few minutes. I need 
some time to think."

	Skinner put the phone back down on the cradle and sat back in 
his chair. It had been a tiring day, and it didn't look like it would be 
ending soon. He pulled off his glasses and massaged the bridge of his 
nose, closed his eyes. The phone rang. 		

	He sighed and picked it up. "Shirley, I thought I just told you 
to--"

	"This is not one of your secretaries, Assistant Director Skinner."

	Skinner pressed his lips together. He did not need a call from 
this black-lunged--

	"Mulder has left the building."

	"Really."

	A long exhalation of breath on the other end.

	"Yes."

	"Look, I have things to do. If you're not going to--"

	"Patience, A.D. Skinner. Patience."

	"What do you want?"

	"We...would like Agent Mulder to be found and kept track of. 
You, as his supervisory agent, are in charge of doing just that."

	"I'm not his babysitter. Why don't you send some of your own 
flunkies to change his diaper for him?"

	"Because...both you and he will regret that if it happens. And so 
will Agent Scully. I thought it fair that you be offered the chance to 
deal with him yourself."

	Skinner clenched his jaw, slid his glasses back into place. This 
cancer-ridden monster presumed to act generous. Realizing that he had 
no real choice, his fist tightened around the plastic handset.

	"Where is he?"

	"On his way to Quantico."

		*************************

PARISITOLOGY 105
MAHAR 311
4:50 P. M.


	"...And so we can classify the common flukeworm as being not 
lethal to human biology, though it does induce painful cramping if not 
removed in it's early stages of development." Scully turned to the 
overhead projector and replaced the slide on it with another from her 
pile. She heard the door in the back of the room shut, and made a 
mental note to reprimand the student for tardy behavior. The Academy 
was not tolerant of those who did no obey the rules. "To reiterate the 
main points of this lecture..."

	/Wait a second. Class is over in five minutes. That's not a tardy 
student./

	Reading off of her slide, she looked towards the back of the 
room--at a very familiar lanky frame edging his way into an undersized, 
squeaky desk. He settled in and waved at her. She frowned, and went 
back to her slide.

	A desk squeaked.

	She continued.

	It squeaked a long, high-pitched squeak. 

	She felt her neck heating and cursed her Irish complexion. She 
switched to her next slide, kept her voice at an even, measured tone.

	It squeaked squeaked squeaked. A few people snickered. 
One or two glanced around. She cleared her throat, fighting the desire 
to look up from her slide and send out a venomous glare, and read off a 
few lines. /He's not doing it on purpose--he's just trying to get 
comfortable./

	The desk squeeeeeeaked.

	Everyone, except for the one or two brown-nosers, turned 
around to look at the sound. Scully pressed her lips together, caught in 
the most uncomfortable conflict between grinding her molars and 
bursting out into un-professor-like laughter. She settled for a terse 
"Class dismissed" instead.

	She busied herself with rearranging the slides and gathering up 
her things as the students left the room, darting glances between her and 
the man still sitting in the back. A few whispers and a giggle or two as 
they passed her desk. She pressed her lips together and ignored every 
last one of them. When they had all walked out, she finally looked 
across the empty rows of desks at her partner's expressionless face. He 
had determined to look innocent. She sighed and slung her bag over her 
shoulder, raised an eyebrow at him.

	He raised an eyebrow back. That was it. She couldn't keep 
frowning any longer, and smiled down at the floor for a second, at once 
reprimanding herself for her inability to maintain her front against him. 
She stepped off the platform and made her way up the aisle towards his 
chair. He edged himself out of the cramped seating to join her and they 
walked out.

	"I finally found one Scully! Linsenton--it's only thirty minutes 
from here, back towards D.C.--five deaths of unknown causes and the 
murder of a night janitor only a month ago!"

	"Nice to see you, too. And it was about a month and a half, 
Mulder. Those deaths aren't unexplained--they all died as a result of a 
severe seizure."

	"Five deaths in three weeks? That's a little outside of the 
expected probabilities, even for a mental hospital. And it wasn't the 
patients that died, Scully. It was two doctors, an orderly, and a nurse!"

	"I know, Mulder. I've been following this case for two weeks 
now. I have the first three autopsy reports in my bag."

	Mulder took a millisecond to be stunned speechless, and then 
recovered.

	"You have? You do?"

	"Yes," Scully replied patiently, rummaging around in her bag for 
her car keys. "Bob Carlisle, the Linsenton examiner, sent them over to 
me when he found out I was temping here. He thought I could do more 
with the Quantico labs than he could do with his equipment. I did a 
re-analysis of what he'd found, and concluded that an electrical shock 
sent an excessive current into the brain and triggered a fatal seizure, 
basically backing up his tentative report. I told the Linsenton PD to 
look for foul play among another of the staff, or an illegal use of the 
Clinic's electrotherapy equipment."

	"Wait a second. How do you know the Linsenton medical 
examiner?"

	"We were classmates here," Scully replied, and pulled out the 
keys. They were outside in the parking lot, and she stopped to shade 
her eyes. She was having a bit of trouble locating her car in the glare 
of the late-afternoon sun.

	"And you think five people died in the Gregson Mental Health 
Clinic in three weeks because they were playing with shock plugs?"

	"Well, think about it, Mulder. The first two were found together, 
as were the last two. Maybe they were planning to find some excitement, 
and the equipment backfired." She gave up with the eye search and 
pointed her car alarm key chain at a random group of cars. Nothing 
beeped back at her.

	"That doesn't account for the orderly in the middle who was by 
himself, nor the fact that if the first pair died, it's rather unlikely 
that the second would have tried the same thing only two weeks later. 
Or that fact that none of the bodies were found near the electrotherapy 
rooms."

	She pointed the keychain at another group and didn't respond to 
his statements. For some reason, she was enjoying the way he 
immediately shot the same holes in her theory that she had. Now it was 
his turn to put out some wild idea, and she would return the favor. She 
pointed the keychain at another spot and sighed in frustration. 

	"I think it may have something to do with that night janitor who 
was killed several weeks ago. Didn't you mention something about a 
nurse going crazy and murdering him? Perhaps his spirit is seeking 
retribution. All of the five bodies were found within fifty feet of the 
broom closet he was stuffed in--Scully, what are you doing?"

	Scully finished turning around in a slow circle, having pointed her 
keychain in every possible direction, and growled in aggravation.

	"I'm trying to find my car!"

	"Why didn't you ask me? It's two cars down from where I 
parked mine." Mulder gave her an odd look and pointed past her 
shoulder. The joys of being over six feet tall. She nodded and took off 
in that general direction--ahh! There! She hurried over and aimed her 
keychain at it. The front lights blinked at her. She had set the alarm 
to blink, not beep. Ah, life.

	"Thanks!" She unlocked her door and looked over the roof of 
her car at her partner, two cars down.

	"Hey, Scully--follow me! We can grab a cheeseburger on the 
way!"

	"Mulder, why do you always assume that I have nothing to do 
but follow you around on Friday nights?"

	"Well, do you have something else to do?"

	"That's not the point."

	"What is the point?"

	"All right, it's that maybe I do have something else to do on 
Friday nights, and that my life doesn't revolve around you."

	"I'm not asking you to revolve around me, Scully. I'm just asking 
you to follow me to Linsenton. Do you or don't you have a date for 
tonight?"

	Scully was silent for a long moment. Mulder alternated between 
thinking she was just considering his request, and having a small heart 
attack at the thought that she did have a date. Well, not a heart attack, 
exactly. More like a moment of unpleasant images of being alone in a 
mental hospital in the middle of the night, while his partner was out 
enjoying another man's company. The sharp pang disappeared a 
moment later.

	"No..." she sighed, almost inaudibly, "...but a long, luxurious 
bubble bath would be nice."

	"Then what are you complaining about?"

	An angry look passed over her face for a moment, and then it 
was replaced by tired resignation. She turned away and got into her 
car. Mulder got into his and pulled out a few seconds later, and she 
moved out of the lot, following him. To find and put to rest the 
disembodied spirit of an old mental-health clinic janitor that was 
residing within a fifty-foot radius of a broom closet.

	She sighed.

		*************************
X-FILES BASEMENT OFFICE
5:00 P.M.


	Skinner unlocked the door and pushed it open slowly, his eyes 
slowly adjusting to the dim light. He flipped the light switch, but it 
didn't seem to affect much. He moved in and closed the door behind him. 
This small room--so much hinged on this dark corner in the basement. He 
quickly moved over to the desk and began glancing at folders. One 
article lay there, partially covered by another folder, and he reached 
down, picked it up. It was an obituary, dated two days ago, Gregson 
Mental Health Clinic, Linsenton, Maryland. 

	Cold fingers raced up his spine, and he crushed the small piece 
of newspaper in his fist, slammed his hand down on the desk. There 
was something wrong, terribly wrong, with the Clinic, something that he 
couldn't even begin to describe. He was just pressed with an 
overwhelming sense of urgency. Scully's report on her experience at the 
Clinic, as mundane as it was, had always left an unfinished, chilling 
feeling in the pit of his stomach, though he had never known why. 

	Unable to explain it, he had pushed it away, out of his mind. But 
here is was, back in full force and more frightening now that before. He 
was frustrated at his inability to explain the rush of premonition, and 
he slammed his fist back down on the desktop again, swore.

	They had gone back.

		*************************

	/"They're coming! They're coming!"/

	/"Everyone prepare!"/

	/"This will end..."/

		*************************
GREGSON MENTAL HEALTH CLINIC
SECOND FLOOR HALL
5:26 P.M.
	

	"Somehow, I don't think it's a ghost living in a broom closet, 
Mulder."

	"I think...I may have to agree with you, Scully."

	Scully pushed the first door to her right open, looked inside. The 
hall was deserted--no doctors, nurses, or patients, but this room looked 
normal enough; two people sleeping in their beds, classical music wafting 
from a small speaker in the corner of the room. She went back out to the 
hallway. Mulder had moved down to the next room, and was peering in 
there. He turned around and shook his head. No doctors. No nurses. 
Everything downstairs had seemed normal, but the moment they had 
stepped on to this floor, there was something *not right.*

	Scully walked over to stand next to him, and they looked around, 
wondering. A soft yellowish glow came from one of the rooms farther 
down. /Hmm, that's interesting. I wonder what's causing that.../ She 
started walking towards the glow, Mulder close behind her. She felt his 
hand on her arm for a moment.

	"I don't like this."

	She felt suddenly frustrated with him, and shook her arm free. 
He was the one that insisted that they come out here. They came this far, 
they might as well finish it. He was such a hypocrite sometimes, acting 
like he knew what to do, plowing in blindly, and then wimping out when 
it actually counted.

	/What? Mulder has never 'wimped out'--at anything. What are 
you--/

	The warm, yellowish glow. She looked down and saw her hand 
pushing the door open before her. It was a warm, brownish-golden 
room, a thick plush rug, filmy curtains waving from the windows. So 
comforting. She could feel Mulder's hand on her back, warm, a 
reminder of his presence. At once, she both wanted him to leave her 
alone in this place and to stay behind her. Anger welled up in her at her 
own indecision. But why was she angry at herself? He was the one that 
had wronged her! 

	His hand fell away.

	Abruptly, the room shifted--it was white, hospital-clean, only a 
table and a group of old women in wheelchairs sitting around. Scully 
jumped back, startled at the unwarned change around her. She tried to 
scramble backwards, but stumbled over a pile on the floor--a body! 

	"*Mulder!*"

	He was crumpled on the floor next to her feet, head lolled back, 
eyes vacant, his face white and expressionless. She dropped to her 
knees next to him, a lump tightening in her throat. Her hands shaking 
uncontrollably, she pressed her fingers to his neck, hoping desperately 
for a pulse--there! there it was, but thready and faint. 

	"Mulder, Mulder...oh no..."

	She tried to find any recognition behind his eyes, but they were 
vacant and unseeing. To reassure herself, she felt for his pulse again, 
and found it. Her partner was catatonic, she knew she was in a state of 
shock herself, her thoughts sluggish. She felt a rising panic in her 
chest. Hands trembling, she loosened his tie, unbuttoned the first few 
buttons of his shirt, tried to think...think...

	"Mulder...c'mon, listen to me..."

	/What are doing? You're a trained medical doctor! Do 
something!/

	"I'm trying, I'm trying, don't yell at me!"

	Scully stopped, hands frozen. She had just yelled at herself. 
What was it in this place? She was in a mental hospital.../Mulder, wake 
up, I can't understand where you went!/ Bits and fragments of half-
formed thoughts raced through her mind. She struggled to grab onto 
one of them, to think of *something* coherent. Images of Mulder's slack 
face kept looming closer and closer to her, she could feel the warmth of 
his skin against her cheek for barely a moment, /what?,/ and then she was 
caught up in swirling darkness.

		***********************

	She struggled desperately, trying to throw off the arms restraining 
her--thin arms, actually--she heard a pained grunt behind her and felt 
the thin restraints slip from around her chest, eliciting a gasped cry 
from the darkness. She was about to bolt in panic, but something about 
the plea in that pained voice made her turn around to see who it was 
there.

	An old woman stood before her, her black eyes wide.

	"Thank you for not running--I don't have the energy to go after 
you. The little that I have left in this tired mind is for him."

	"Him who?" Scully asked, confused. This whole atmosphere 
was spinning around her, dark and incoherent, but the swirling seemed to 
be settling into stillness. Emptiness and void.

	"Your partner," the woman said, reaching out to hold Scully's 
forearms with her bony hands. "He needs us." 

	"*No! Scu--!*"

	An agonized cry was cut off behind her, and Scully spun around, 
heart pounding. That voice, weak and desperate, tore at her chest. It 
had cried from within a swirling gray mass, the edges curling and roiling 
with hateful intent. Fear spiked in her when she tried to concentrate on 
the mass, and she backed away, only to find herself once again held in 
the thin arms. She twisted around, feeling dizzy, unable to understand 
why there was so much emptiness and black around her. All that she 
could feel and see was this old woman--where was she? Who is she?

	"My name is Peg, you're still here."

	"You answered my... We've got to find him and help him! 
There's something wrong! Where am I? What is that, that horrible...
thing over there?" Scully babbled, panic rising in her throat.

	Peg's face tightened up, her dark, eerie eyes pinning Scully, 
holding her still.

	"Listen to me!" She spoke in a hoarse whisper, her bony fingers 
tightening around Scully's wrists. "We have to stop them from hurting 
him! He doesn't have much time to fight, if he even can fight!"

	"Yes, yes," Scully mumbled. Peg's hands came up to cup her 
face on both sides. The pressure hurt and Scully gasped, opened her 
eyes wide. 

	"Listen!"

	"I can hear you, I'm listening," Scully felt like crying, she felt 
anger, fear, pain, anguish, hurt, a surge of strength rose up in her 
chest, and she suddenly saw half a dozen wizened faces looming over her, 
their mouths pulled back in horrifying, hungry smiles, their eyes 
burning intently, painfully piercing into her skull. She gasped, cried 
out in primal fear. The faces came back in aching clarity, gray wisps 
tightening around his/her chest and throat and he/she lashed back out 
in horrible fear. The faces changed, their dry lips moving, the death-
like smiles gone. Then a gray wisp engulfed his/her head in burning 
fire and she instinctually pulled out--

	A horrible scream rent the blackness.

	Scully whipped her eyes open, feeling her partner's cry tearing 
through her being as she withdrew from him. This nightmare was slicing 
through her whole body, leaving only reddened wounds covering her 
skin, lighting it on fire. Her whole being trembled uncontrollably.

	"Don't give in! Fight this! Listen to me!" A hoarse whisper in 
her face. The old woman's face cleared before her.

	"What..."

	"They want to drain his mental force from his body--that is how 
they find their mental energy, by wrenching it from others. I vow this 
will be the last time. He is untrained, he is fighting back 
instinctually, but they have cornered him. He is weakening, you can 
feel it, no?"

	Scully nodded in shock, feeling tears burning at the edges of her 
eyes. Surrounded by that horrifying vision, that suffocating mist--

	"Shhh!  Don't think about them. They will know you're present 
if you do. Close your eyes, I must explain to you..."

	Shaking, Scully closed her eyes and found herself swept away--
she opened her eyes to see a warm summer afternoon in front of a white 
house, the grass green and thick under her brown-and-white saddle 
shoes.

	/Saddle shoes?/

	/Shh, just see what I show you./

	Warm breezes wafted over her face, and she saw a group of girls 
standing around a small bird lying on the grass. It's wing was broken, 
it chittered pitifully, limping, turning in a confused circle in the 
grass. She knelt down and touched the tiny creature, ran her fingers 
along the silky feathers of its back, smoothing them down. The wing 
was sore--it was broken right there. If only that piece of white would 
straighten out with this one, here--/it was straightening out! The 
blood was clearing away--!/ Scully's mouth dropped open at the little 
bird's movements! The wing was waving gently before her astonished 
face, and she watched the bird test it. Then it pushed it's tiny feet 
against her fingers and leapt into the air, flying up into a clear blue 
sky. She had healed it with her thoughts!

	Images raced past through her vision, of the sisters gathering 
around Anna after she fell from the tree. Her head was pulled at a 
horrible angle, and some knowledge told her that her sister was dead. 
She watched as they all crouched down around her body, and after a 
few seconds, Anna opened her eyes, her neck straightening. Only the 
light was gone in her eyes, and it could never be put back. 

	Anna sang songs in the night.

	She and her sisters aged, stood wind-whipped in a thunderstorm 
they themselves had called up, the dark clouds swirling over their heads. 
She felt a twinge of fear, but pressed on, so awed by the power that they 
wielded.

	Eight women, living alone, their life haunted by waking nightmares 
that they fought off together. Their first Reach, when an unsuspecting 
traveler came in to ask for help with his automobile. They were all 
exhausted, aged beyond their physical years. They took strength from 
him, suddenly able to get more energy! They put him back in his auto 
and he drove into a tree--

	Deep sadness welled up in her chest, and then a flurry of images 
raced by, of being put in a mental hospital room by the county sheriff and 
his young men. Of aging together here, building a web of minds so strong 
they melded into one persona, and extended their combined powers to 
exploring the forbidden world beyond them. Of watching a young 
woman--herself!--walk from her car up to an apartment and let herself 
in--the three boys down the hall--sitting still, vacant--a dark, shadowed 
man trying to shake her--the back of her fist hitting something warm and 
hearing a pained cry in the dark--the dark man is back, but it is light 
now, he wants her--she can go if he sacrifices part of himself--she 
walks past him--he arches and collapses against a white wall--

	Scully forced her eyes open. 

	"Now you see what happened?"

	"Yes," she gasped, trying to clear the tightness gripping her chest 
and forcing the hot tears to streak down her cheeks. She wanted only to 
escape this nightmare, to run back to her childhood and play chalk 
games on the sidewalk with Missy--

	"Listen! I and my sisters have lived longer than was ever right. 
The horror that we have become must be destroyed. We must do this--" 
An image of a ring of links suddenly appeared, and the knowledge that 
she had to throw herself into the center, to cover the weakened body 
lying their, struggling faintly against the heaviness closing in on him. 
In the image, one link suddenly snapped, pulled away from the group, 
then blackness, a feeling of finality.

	"Our bodies withered away to support the drains of our minds. 
We are paralyzed and dying. If I break my link in the ring, and they 
are unprepared, our Web will be destroyed, and all of our bodies will 
be brought down with it. You understand?"

	She nodded, mute. So many sensations were racing through her 
mind at once, but she knew only with an unshakable certainty that she 
was to cover that form struggling weakly in the center. Mulder. She 
could feel his awareness just at the edges of her existence, fading, a 
single repeated cry whispered through the blackness surrounding them 
both. 

	/Scully...Scully.../ 

	Tears welled up in the back of her throat and she nodded.

	"Thank you," she whispered to Peg, seeing herself reflected in 
the blackness of the old woman's eyes.

	"*Go!*" 

	She was pushed towards the roiling gray mass, and she braced 
herself, dove in with all her strength. The cold, gray wisps slid over 
her being, and then she fell, spreading herself out as wide a covering 
as she could. She felt a warmth beneath her, and she wrapped her 
covering as tightly around it as she could, knowing only a primal, 
instinctual move. 

	"*IT ENDS NOW!*" A hoarse voice screamed into the 
blackness, and then agony.

	She felt pain for only a brief moment, and then energy roiled 
around her, sweeping, spinning, whipping over her, under her, abrasive 
as it scratched over her being. She felt a shiver run from beneath her, 
and then all of the wind was gone.

	It was quiet.

		***********************

	The warmth beneath her moved, aching, and groaned. 

	/Wha...?/

	Scully reflexively inhaled a deep breath. Her head was suddenly 
filled with the strong scent of aftershave, sweat, and something else she 
could only think of as....Mulder. Her eyes flew open, and she tried to 
jerk back, but her muscles wouldn't respond quickly enough, and she 
ended up jerking herself up about six inches and then flopping back 
down to drop her head on something warm, moving rhythmically.

	Her body started reporting back to her, that it was there, and 
that it felt like it had just survived a tornado. It also starting 
reporting exactly *what* she was lying on top of. She was sprawled 
across her partner's long body, her face practically buried in his neck 
and her legs spread out in some uncomfortable fashion on the hard 
concrete floor.

	/Oooh, what happened to the rug?/

	/Forget the rug, what happened to *her*?/

	Another groan rumbled underneath her head and she tried to 
move up again, but a spasm shot up her neck. She immediately dropped 
back down again and grabbed the muscles, tears springing to her eyes, a
whimper escaping her lips. She felt a warm hand close over hers, and 
Mulder's worried voice, hoarse and dry.

	"Scully? What's the matter?" He coughed, his chest shuddering 
under her cheek. She squeezed her eyes shut, gritted her teeth as her 
neck spasmed again.

	"Muscle--cramp," she tried to say, but it came out in a dry 
whisper. Sparks were flying through her eyes at the sudden pain 
shooting up and down her neck. She felt her hand pushed away from 
her throat, and then finger began kneading the tightening muscles. 

	"Aah!"

	"Sorry, Scully," voice dry, but the fingers kept rubbing, pushing. 
She was caught between the pain and the sensation of his fingers 
kneading the tightened skin. The pain started to fade away...she took 
in a deep breath, let out an unconscious sigh.

	She heard pounding and clicking not very far away, coming 
closer, then suddenly, the door to the room flew open, flipping around 
until it hit the wall with a crash. She jumped, heard a bellow, and 
opened her eyes. A huge figure was bent over her head suddenly, and it 
cursed.

	"What are you *doing*?" It hissed, sounding like a very angry 
Skinner. 

	Scully wrenched herself up to a sitting position immediately, 
Mulder's hand falling away from her neck. She felt hotness creeping into 
her cheeks, but the fatigue in her muscles was protesting the abuse she 
was forcing them to go through in sitting up, and her concentration was 
focused onto remaining upright. Her whole body trembled.

	"Sir..."

	Skinner growled and reached down and grabbed a handful of 
Mulder's loosened shirt and tie, hauled him up to his feet, his face 
reddening with anger. He opened his mouth to let loose a string of 
obscenities at the younger agent, but found Mulder's hands holding onto 
his arm for support, his head down, eyes closed. Skinner took in 
Mulder's whole posture for a long moment, then turned to look at Scully, 
who was pulling herself to her feet slowly. He noted the dark circles 
under her eyes and looked back at Mulder, standing silent before him.

	"Sir...please...Agent Mulder is not...well," Scully said, coughed.

	Skinner's anger dissipated, and he loosened his grip on Mulder's 
shirt. Mulder let out a long breath, and looked up at him, eyes reddened, 
shoulders hung loosely. Skinner looked back at Scully again, silently 
asking to be told what happened. 

	She barely shook her head in response. Not now. Maybe 
never, entirely. He took in the whole room, its white walls bare, its 
curtainless windows cold and austere. There were eight woman 
scattered about the room in wheelchairs, but all were motionless, their 
chests not even rising faintly. 

	"They're dead."

	"Yes, sir," Scully replied dully. He turned his eyes on her, then 
looked at Mulder.

	"Either of you need a physician?"

	Mulder let out a kind of pained sigh, his lips curving up in a 
grimace. 

	"No sir, just rest," Scully replied, taking a deep breath.

	They all stood silent for a long moment. Then Skinner waved his 
arm towards the door. His assembled SWAT team was moving around 
the room and the outside hallway, doctors and nurses were now pouring 
into the room. Soon, this whole scene would be taped off, the dead 
bodies carried out. He let out a long breath.

	"Go. Get out of here." 

	For a moment, they didn't move. Then Scully put her hand on 
Mulder's arm, and they turned away from Skinner, moving slowly, and 
they walked out together.

		*********************** 

OFFICE OF THE ASSISTANT DIRECTOR
7:00 A.M.


	Skinner unlocked the door to his office and was about to step 
into the room when his foot caught on a piece of paper on the floor--a 
manila envelope, actually. He stooped down and picked it up. 
Frowning, he wondered who had to resort to sliding manila envelopes 
underneath his door to get messages to him. He walked in, dropped the 
folder on his desk and shrugged off his coat. Shirley and her coterie 
of assistants were not in yet, and there was no return address--or 
sending address, for that matter--on the package. He knew who had left 
this, though.

	He dropped into his chair and swiveled it around to look out the 
window behind him. High-level city office, ultra-secret envelopes being 
slipped under doors. Never once in his childhood did he ever conceive 
of being in a position like this. He had always figured he would go into 
his father's barbershop business after he got over his teen-age rebellion 
phase. That it would always be there to fall back on.

	Going to Vietnam had changed all that. It had changed a lot of 
things. He'd come back home to find that his father had sold the shop 
and saved a small nest egg just to retire on. There he was, a vet, 
unemployed, generally disillusioned with life, and angry at his having 
lost what he considered his future. The military stepped in nicely and 
offered him a low-level, low-paying position. Now, here he was, twenty 
years later, sitting in a high-level office with a window making up 
almost an entire wall, receiving ultra-secret envelopes from people 
unable to figure out the inter-office postal system.

	/Boy, you're feeling rather sarcastic this morning./ Oh well, he 
might as well resign himself to finding out what was so important it 
couldn't be given to him in at least a borderline-normal way. Like 
maybe a top-secret government courier with a gun and a long black coat.

	/Ouch, you are really chugging right along today.../ He was 
supposed to be meeting with Mulder and Scully in an hour; Shirley 
would be in in only a few minutes, her stack of memos typed and ready 
for his approval. Everyone would expect his authoritative demeanor, his 
serious attitude, not him griping about mysterious men in black or 
postally-challenged spies.

	He swiveled around and picked up the envelope resignedly. Oh 
well, top-secret government conspiracies must be--he stopped as the 
contents slid out onto his desk. *This* was so important it had to be 
anonymously shoved under his door? 

	Never mind 'postally-challenged'. 'Incredibly bored' might be a 
better description.

		*************************
8:00 A. M.



	"Agents Mulder and Scully. He's expecting you."

	"We know," Scully said impatiently.

	Shirley darted her a raised eyebrow and pressed the speaker 
button to Skinner's office phone. "They're here, sir."

	"Send them in."

	Scully twisted the knob, pushed the door open, and walked 
across the room, slid into the farthest chair, Mulder close behind her. 
She was feeling rather better this morning, though she couldn't pin down 
quite why. Maybe it was the fact that Mulder had woken her up that 
morning by waving a steaming mug of coffee under her nose. Yes, that 
must be it, the caffeine. /It's not because it was *him* waving the 
coffee, was it?/ No, of course not...though that was nice. /Liar!/ 

	/Oh shut up, will you?/ She'd struggled home last night with 
Mulder absolutely out cold in the seat next to her. She'd ruled out the 
idea of dropping him off at home--and she'd somehow managed to 
sleepwalk him up to her apartment and drape him across her couch. 
After a oddly clear image of tucking a blanket under his chin, things 
just started to get fuzzy. The next thing she remembered clearly was 
waking up in bed the next morning, fully clothed, the blanket up to her 
neck and a curious weight tilting the bed off to a crazy angle, making 
her roll down into it.

	It turned out to be Mulder, who was slowly waving something 
back and forth in front of her face. She had groaned and rolled back 
over--or tried to, anyway. Unfortunately, he was creating a rather 
significant dip in the mattress, and her groggy attempts at getting away 
basically resulted in tangling up the sheets a bit and getting a little 
bit of the Folger's Coffee theme music sung to her, along with some 
very strong caffeinated vapors percolating into her sleep-fuzzed brain.

	So now here she was, sitting in Skinner's office, thinking about 
Mulder waving mugs under her nose. Oh well, she supposed there were 
worse things to be thinking about. Skinner cleared his throat.

	"Yes sir? What was it you wanted to speak to us about?"

	"Have you filed a report yet on the situation that occurred 
yesterday afternoon?"

	"No, actually, sir, we both went to bed early," Mulder replied, 
shifting in his seat. An odd look crossed Skinner's face.

	"I see," he replied, pointlessly moving some papers around on 
his desk. His fingers alighted on an unmarked manila folder and 
stopped. He sat staring at it for several long moments, then looked up 
at Scully. She noticed he looked rather more red than usual.

	"Are you...all right, sir?"

	Skinner blinked. "Oh yes, quite." He cleared his throat.

	"If the report is that important, we can finish it by noon and give 
it to your secretary, sir."

	"Yes, yes that would be...good."

	Scully frowned. She was starting to feel a bit odd with Skinner 
shifting in his seat in front of them. The silence went on for about 
half a minute, and she exchanged glances with Mulder, who only frowned 
at her and shook his head slightly. She opened her mouth to ask again 
if Skinner *really* was all right, when he suddenly cleared his throat 
stiffly and pushed the manila envelope to the edge of his desk. After 
a moment of hesitation, Mulder leaned forward and picked up the 
envelope, shook it gently, letting the contents spread themselves out 
on the desk.

	They were photographs--black and white, of course. All spy 
photos seemed to come in black-and-white. Or infrared-and-black-and-
white, depending on how you looked at it. After a peripheral glance at 
one of them, he suddenly sat closer and frowned, his mouth dropping 
open slightly. Scully slid forward in her seat and picked up a photo, 
nearly dropping it when she saw what it held.

	It was she and Mulder, sleeping. On the same bed. She 
swallowed hard and dragged her eyes up to Skinner's. He was eyeing 
her, expressionless.

	Mulder sat back in his chair, still holding one picture, and ran his 
hand down his face, rubbed his chin. Skinner turned to look at him, one 
eyebrow raised slightly. Scully sat back and cleared her throat.

	Skinner thought his two agents looked amusing sitting before 
him, looking for all the world like two teenagers caught behind the Dairy 
Mart.

	"Well, sir, we can explain--"

	"You don't have to. I know what I see here."

	"Sir--" Mulder and Scully started simultaneously, as they sat 
forward again, ready to deliver a speech about platonic relationships, but 
Skinner held up his hand for silence.

	"You misunderstand me. I know what I see here: nothing. It's 
clear that this picture was taken a month ago, after Mulder's...encounter...
in his apartment. You're both fully clothed and there's three feet of 
empty space between you. It is obvious that Agent Scully was simply 
monitoring your sleep that night, Agent Mulder. What does *he* think he 
can achieve with these pictures, do you think? This is ridiculous and a 
waste of my time!"

	Mulder and Scully exchanged looks that were so confused that 
Skinner felt his usual facade beginning to crumble dangerously, and he 
whipped his hand over to one of his drawers and managed to work out a 
tissue from the box in there and wipe his nose composedly. Well, pretty 
much composedly. The looks on their faces were priceless. He pushed 
his nose into the tissue and continued battling the desire to start 
guffawing like a donkey, thereupon loosing all respect in one fell swoop.

	Bewildered, Mulder looked at Scully and she looked back at 
him. Skinner was blowing his nose into a tissue that they have never 
before seen him pull out of his desk, and he was also making an odd 
kind of snuffling sound. They didn't know quite how to respond to his 
outburst a moment ago. This whole affair felt rather odd. 

	Skinner's eyes were tearing up. He swallowed down the rising 
hysteria in his throat and began shoving the photos back into the manila 
envelope. Mulder and Scully put each of the ones they were holding 
back on the desk and he stuffed them in, too. He held it out to Scully, 
and she stood up hesitantly, and took it. She held it as if it were a 
dirty pair of socks. Or underwear. 

	Skinner blew his nose rather loudly. Choke-snuffled. Mulder 
abruptly stood up and continued staring at him. This was torture. 
Skinner hacked a bit and pulled out another tissue, trying to 
unobtrusively wipe his eyes at the same time. This was sending him 
into paroxysms of snuffling.

	"Uh, sir...what are we expected to do with this?" Scully asked,
staring at him, too.

	"Oh, I don't know," he replied, swiping at his nose. "I don't 
care. Just get them out of my office. Tack them up on one of those 
overcrowded walls of yours--next to one of your gruesome slime-
sucking photos. It would be a nice backdrop."

	"Sir?!" 

	Scully's mouth dropped open slightly. Skinner realized he'd just 
said something very un-Assistant-Director-of-the-FBI-like.

	"Get...get out. Dismissed," he managed to work out, in between 
snuffs. 

	Scully started for the door immediately, but Mulder moved out 
slowly. When he reached the office door that Scully had left wide open 
in her wake, he stopped and turned around.

	"What do you think of the caption 'After our alien implants, 
clothes were not an obstacle.'?"

	A muffled shriek erupted somewhere from Scully's probable 
location.

	"Just...get...blinds...Mulder," Skinner managed to gasp out.

	The door slipped shut, leaving Skinner alone in the office to 
explode.

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© 1997 Rachel Smith